* Me *
Hidayah (Ida)
Age 18

Loves to draw, Watch anime(I'm picky though),Read Storybooks either Fiction or Autobiography and Cute things. Has slight OCD towards symmetry and fat round objects

Is a Sketchbook Hoarder D:

Dark Chocolate Lover YEAH BABY!

* Tagboard *



* Friends *
Brendy
Caroline
Christine
Dennis
Eileen
Gerald
Hilyah
Ming Yu
Rohaizad
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Yeow Shen
Zoe

* Past *
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* credits *
design | LyLe
image | kasy
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adobe photoshop cs2

do not remove the credits!
remove it and u'll ded

* Sunday, January 31, 2010 *
KAITO!!!


Another useless post. This is me again, fangirling about...programs. Lol. Hush people I have my needs!

I like Vocaloids all of a sudden. Mostly Kaito, Gakupo and the Twins. I don't care about the rest. Ahaha. I'm so biased. So what about Kaito that I like him? I have no idea really except that he is blue-haired and have a scarf. I like his songs but I like it more when he sing duet with Gakupo. Then again, I might just be biased. (I am actually) I have some Vocaloid pics as well but mostly Kaito :D

I found another song which I find it is very cute? Kaito sang about Ice-cream. I like the piano playing



Another one I found is one of his song - World is Mine. It is one of my favourite. But this video make me lol so hard even after watching it 3 times!! Kaito sings the song but the dance moves belongs to Miku hence the gayness but I can't help but to love it. It's a PSP game btw.



Love those dance moves at 1.41-1.47!! This video has created a weird image in my head. Oh and if any of you want to watch, do lower the volume because at 2.40, he will scream in a high-pitched voice. Just a little warning.

And lastly,


I hope to get this one day! But fuck this thing cost a freaking bomb!!(I have a wishlist now?)

In addition, I have tons of useless + crappy Kaito sketches in my sketchbook! Go me!!

I should go now. Goodnight. Uhh, it's 12.47am here so good morning!

Edit:
I heard there are 3 new vocaloids coming? I think? 2 Females and 1 Male. They looked...normal. As in they wear normal clothes and such. Not vocaloid-ish but at least there is a male vocaloid and he's a teacher, IN A GLASSES + SUIT COMBO!!! *fangirls*


i am who i am
11:55 PM
* Saturday, January 30, 2010 *
AXIS POWERS HETALIA MEME!!


I have few more hours to do nothing before I have to go out so...quiz time! Let's see which country/countries I am. You guys can ignore this post.

North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)

[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood (I won't say a lot or bullied but I got picked on >_<)
[x] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[x] You're very happy-go-lucky
[ ] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[x] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up (Yeah irritating)
[ ] You're a good artist
[x] You can be clumsy
[ ] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[x] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[ ] You would surrender in a war situation

(6/10)

Germany (Ludwig)

[x] You're very stoic and serious (at times)
[x] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[ ] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[ ] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[ ] You love rules and think they should always be followed to
[x] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules
[x] You work very hard too hard...(sometimes)
[x] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[x] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[ ] You've had issues with money once or twice

(6/10)

Japan (Kiku Honda)

[ ] You're very mature
[x] You think everything over before saying it. (when it comes to serious talking)
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[ ] You isolated yourself during childhood
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[x] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[ ] You can seem cold/aloof to other people (I don't know)
[ ] You're good at practical tasks (nah)
[x] You need time to adjust to new people (Very)

(3/10)

The Allies

The United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[x] You love hamburgers
[ ] You think you're awesome
[ ] You love to invent things
[ ] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[ ] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts
[x] You know aliens exist (they might)
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[x] You wear glasses

(4/10)

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland (Arthur Kirkland)

[x] You like tea
[ ] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[x] You're very sarcastic and cynical(Not really...sometimes)
[x] Your cooking is awful (Ahahaha)
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[ ] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[ ] You have tried doing black magic before
[ ] You get drunk quite easily.
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[ ] You're good at embroidery

(4/10)

France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[ ] You're very affectionate
[ ] You think you have a great fashion sense
[ ] You like wine
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears
[ ] You love red roses
[ ] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women
[ ] You're very proud of yourself
[ ] You love culture and the arts
[ ] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You say you're a gourmet

(0/10)

Russia (Ivan Braginski)

[ ] You had a very sad childhood.
[ ] You're very tall
[x] You have a tendency to switch between personalities
[ ] You wear a scarf all the time
[ ] You love sunflowers
[ ] You love vodka
[ ] You can seem intimidating to other people
[ ] You're very strong
[ ] You have a big nose
[ ] You have a strange laugh that can scare people (I don't know?)
(1/10)

China (Wong Yao)

[ ] You're very mature
[ ] You're very superstitious
[ ] You're very religious
[x] You love pandas
[ ] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[ ] You love Hello Kitty (No...)
[ ] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously.
[x] You work hard
[ ] You're good at drawing
[x] You like sweets (Yes please!)

(3/10)

And now for some other countries!

Austria (Roderich Edelstein)

[x] You are very well-raised
[x] You're polite
[x] You love classical music
[x] You like cake
[x] You have a mole on your face (
[x] You dedicate your time to your hobbies rather than what needs to be done right away (Don't we all :)
[ ] You are a virtuoso/play very well on at least one instrument
[ ] You've composed music before
[ ] You tend to call people 'morons'
[x] You wear glasses

(7/10)

Canada (Matthew Williams)

[x] You're often ignored by people
[ ] You look younger than you actually are (I don't know?)
[ ] You love hockey
[x] You love polar bears
[x] You hate fighting
[ ] You have one strand of curly hair, like Italy
[ ] You often get mistaken for someone else
[ ] You feel under-appreciated
[x] You're bilingual
[ ] You always carry a bear with you

(4/10)

Cuba

[ ] You smoke
[ ] You're very physically strong
[ ] You've won a lot of fist-fights
[ ] In your social circle, there are two brothers - you get along with one, but not with the other.
[ ] You have very strong emotions about a variety of topics
[ ] You like hot weather
[x] You can be very friendly from time to time
[ ] You look very tough on the outside
[ ] You make a very nice role-model
[ ] You don't let people get a word in edgeways

(1/10)

Hungary (Erszebet Hédeváry)

[x] You have a potty-mouth
[ ] You like to wear flowers in your hair
[ ] You used to be a very tough kid
[x] You're very reliable (I think?)
[ ] It's better to have you as a friend rather than an enemy (I don't do anything bad)
[x] You're very faithful
[x] Your speech and mannerisms can be considered very unladylike (Ahaha)
[x] You and your best friend go together like chalk and cheese.
[x] You are graceful one moment and grinning like a maniac the next
[ ] If someone yells that yaoi is going on somewhere, you will drop everything to run off to go and see it.

(6/10)

Lithuania (Toris Lorinaitis)

[x] You're very loyal
[x] You feel like your best friend drags you around a lot, but you both have a great time together
[x] You're very serious (sometimes)
[x] You have a lot of patience
[ ] You think too much about philosophical stuff
[ ] You get depressed when questioning the point of existing/the universe, etc..
[x] You're not very confident
[ ] You were quite rebellious as a child
[ ] People tend to walk all over you
[ ] You're a born worrier

(5/10)

Poland (Feliks Lukasiewicz)

[ ] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You're quite hyperactive
[x] You can be quite goofy
[ ] When you're depressed, you tend to rise out of it like a phoenix
[x] You're very wary of strangers
[x] It takes you ages to come out of your shell
[x] However, when you're used to someone, you're very chatty
[x] You're very forceful and stand at one end of the argument when it comes to your opinions
[ ] You love pansies and corn-poppies
[ ] You get up to lots of crazy antics

(5/10)

Prussia (Gilbert Weillschmidt)

[ ] You're quite mean-spirited
[ ] You're a bit of a hooligan
[x] You're very loyal
[ ] You're very good at tactics (haaaaaa)
[ ] You hate Russia
[ ] You love to fight people
[x] You can avoid marriages quite well
[x] You're not always taken seriously
[ ] You like drinking
[x] You want to become stronger

(4/10)

I am Austria!


i am who i am
2:54 PM
* Tuesday, January 26, 2010 *
Quick post before I get off. My butt is hurting.

On Saturday, I got my Merit Bursary award. Extra $350 for me :). Met Shawn. We happened to sit at the same row. His number was 128 while mine was 126. We talked a bit and I pity number 127 because he had to stay out of the way. I think he feels awkward but whatever. Went home afterwards. Nothing much really.

Sunday, I ended up reading the Hunter X Hunter manga because it finally continue after so long but that's alright. It's just that I dont' want the manga to stop suddenly. I hate cliffhangers >_<. I read the latest chapters and then re-read the chapters after the Greed Island arc. I have too much free time in my hands seriously. Of course, Hunter X Hunter=Killua= Me fangirling so yeah. I mean on! He is just so cool and bratty at the same time. Began to listen to Vocaloid as well. I know I'm slow. I am not a big fan of Vocaloids. I only like the Kagamine Twins and Kaito. I did like 2 drawings on Sunday. They are fanarts *gasp*

Today, I continued on another sketch. It was pretty messy...wait...very messy. I thought I wouldn't want to lineart it but I ended up lineart-ing and colouring it anyway.It's just one of those decent enough to colour but not decent enough for me lol.Here, have a screenshot.



Uhh...For those who know who it is, good for you. I bet if the screenshot is big enough and if you take a look at the browsers, then maybe...just maybe, you might know who this is although it doesn't look like him. I love to draw evil-looking squinty eyed characters. AND MONOCLE!! I just wanted to put a monocle on him. The original sketch of him does not include a monocle. Damn I should really fix that hand and maybe redo the hair.I really want to try colouring the hair Ar Tonelico style. lol idk

It's late. I should get going now.


i am who i am
10:59 PM
* Friday, January 22, 2010 *
Happy Happy day!


I couldn't come up with a better title than that. Come to think of it, the title is suitable for a character song or something. Well, maybe. But why yes, it is a happy day for me. Why? MY ATELIER SERIES CHRONICLE ARTBOOK ARRIVED!! saklklajfjalf YAY! THANKS BRO!! OMG! How I wish I have paypal! I want the Atelier Annie artbook damn it!! If I ask him again, he'll probably murder me lol

Before I talk about my artbook, let's talk about where I go today. Meet up Carol and went to Suntec first because she wanted to collect her Otaku House stamp and a free keychain. She bought some figurines and did some research for her customer. After that, we went to Kino and well, she wanted to get an artbook. One artbook and one Hayate no Gotoku...stuff. It has sketches and some posters of the girls. I only looked at Wataru's sketch!! *omgwatarucuteomg* I'm such a pedo.

Oh yeah, I wasn't at home when the artbook arrived. When my bro called, I was still at Kino and I swear I squeled when bro told me that my artbook has arrived. Of course, I did attract unwanted attention but this is a rare artbook aka Rare Artifact as I like to call it.

After that, we went to PS and walked around looking for figurines. I didn't buy anything except for a book which I'm going to give someone. OMG I BOUGHT A FREAKING PRESENT?! *rare* We went home after that.

Reached home, and I carefully opened my parcel!



I love the smell of new books. The packaging is good. There's a CD but I'm not going to take it out even though I'm curious to find out what does it contain inside. I'm scared I will spoil the book.

The book in the plastic and the thickness of it. It's kind of thick. It already looked nice before I took it out *sniff*

I took some pictures of the pages



I like the Mana Khemia 2 art even though Roze is in a weird pose. Lol. But damn that page is colourful and I don't know. I can just stare it for hours. I didn't do any justice for these illustrations with my noob photography. The colours are way nicer in person.

And lastly, a game that I can never play because it's only for PS3 *sob*



Atelier Rorona. The art is nice. I don't know what else to say.

Overall, it was worth it. I mean, this book is rare. I thought there will be some character sketches but no. Okay maybe for the Atelier Rorona but that was it. I'm still satisfied with it because I'm a fan of these Gust games and the art. I better take good care of that book.


i am who i am
9:36 PM
* Wednesday, January 20, 2010 *
I just want to update my blog even though I have nothing interesting to type about.

I don't think anyone cared but in case you people want to know what I have been doing these few days, let's take a look

- Play Atelier Annie 3 times
- Fangirl over the characters (Hans,Prince Joel and Beaux)
- Keep telling bro how 'cute' the characters are.
- Tried practice drawing on perspective which failed...obviously.(I didn't do much)
- Re-reading the same book over and over again.

Yeah basically that was it.

Also, I was searching up on google for random Atelier related things and the DS game Atelier Lina caught my attention. Toobad it's only in Japanese. I hope the English ones come out soon. I WANT!! Mostly girl characters but there are 2 male character that I like.

AND Link

FUCKING WANT! I mean, they have Mana Khemia Art!! >_< Game Art books are rare and I don't think I can find it anyway else unless I buy it from ebay. I don't know how paypal works. I asked bro and he'll say that he'll buy for me. If he did, I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON! At least until I get tired of the book or the art. Lol I do hope nothing goes wrong though. I DO HOPE HE REALLY MEAN WHAT HE SAID!!
I also saw Atelier Annie artbook but let's just focus on one item at a time okay? BUT HANS and PRINCE JOEL!! akshdalsdhjlaklf


In addition, I'll throw in a simple-but-hell sketch that I did this afternoon but gave up and continue just now.



Hellish because I don't know how to draw his right arm. Two words. SCREW PERSPECTIVE. It looks weird but I don't know how to correct it. I give up. My first concept was him jumping but I don't know why I want him to be on a flying board. I forgot to shade the right side of his shorts.

By the law of physics, he'll probably fall from the board but I'm sure his wings will be handy. Yup! orz

Edit:Bro already paid the Artbook for me. But I do have to pay him back though. lol. Now I play the waiting game. Hope everything goes well *prays hard*


i am who i am
12:13 AM
* Sunday, January 17, 2010 *
OMG I WANT TO SLEEP!!!

Sad to say, I can't. I don't know why. One moment my mine is dozed off and suddenly, I just switched to my "half-asleep-half-awake" state. In the end, I just woke up and grabbed a bite to eat.

My head hurts. Feels slightly heavy too.


i am who i am
5:01 PM
* Friday, January 15, 2010 *
Sorry for the "emo" post but I can't help myself. I am still feeling down and yeah still pissed off at a certain someone. But whatever, I'm sure that by few days later, I won't remember anything at all.

I'm slightly motivated to draw more and finish the pics hopefully. Was talking to 2nd bro and he said something about portfolio. I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING THAT IS WORTH SHOWING!! Which is why I have to draw. I have some decent drawings, except I don't finish them AT ALL! *fails* Where should I start? What should I draw? Sometimes, it's a matter of how to draw too. I'm noob at drawing epic designs or poses for that matter let alone perspectives and backgrounds.

Sometimes, I will finish drawing something and end up not like it, hence scrapping the whole idea which leads to me having no new drawings. orz

*sigh* What should I do?

PS: Atelier Annie OST makes me happy!


i am who i am
9:06 PM
* *
Is it me or do I find everything so boring all of a sudden? Nothing seems to interest me anymore. Not even animes. In my point of view, I feel that as the days goes by, I retreated more and more into my shell, into my own world, where everything happens the way I want it to be. Although I am here, my mind is somewhere else and no one will know what I am thinking about except for myself.

My only source of my happiness is my sketchbook. The blank pages that I will paint with my imagination...

I don't care about anything else anymore. Why bother when everything is so dull?

Perhaps, I need to go out more. Perhaps I need to find the things that are fun.

Or Perhaps I just want to be alone, with my sketchbook right now.


i am who i am
12:49 PM
* Friday, January 8, 2010 *
Cute things


Okay I know I said that I won't buy any random stuff anymore but Oh my god I saw this really cute sharpeners and staplers at Art friend today and I just had to buy them orz SCREW ME FOR MY FONDNESS FOR CUTE THINGS!!


Ignore the eraser. It is just there to make the mouse sharpener stand.


Isn't it cute? And the mouse sharpener comes in Black, Pink and White. I think the blue and white mouse looks nice but I like the colour blue best. And FOR THE BUG! There were one whole box of colourful lady bugs. There are Red, Yellow, Blue, Green and some others I can't remember. The other colours look nice too but I want red ladybug D: They are only two red ladybugs staplers and both of them had scratch marks on them but I buy one anyway! IT'S TOO CUTE!! *dies*

Other than the mouse sharpener, there were also, frog sharpeners in green and yellow and an Apple sharpener in blue, pink and green! THEY LOOKED CUTE! But I didn't buy them though. I don't want to spend money on something I won't use. I JUST LIKE CUTE THINGS okay?

I feel retarded going to Art Friend just to buy these. I don't really want to buy anything but why oh why did my eyes set upon these cute things?!


i am who i am
7:01 PM
* Tuesday, January 5, 2010 *
I am so free to blog almost everyday these days. I should do some productive, or not. A few days ago, I had the urge to buy some stationery although I don't really need them XD I bought another A5 plain book(printer-paper quality) and a mechanical pencil. How random is that!

I was watching random videos the other day and I found a song called Hitoshizuku by ZONE. I fell in love with the song. Then today, I was listening to the same song but with English translation and damn do I love the song more now. This song does not have complicated words or phrases that need to be decipher. It is so straightforward and meaningful. It's a sad that shows someone not giving up on their hardships because someone will always be there to support them.

Also, while I was reading the English translation, I knew straight away that this song fits Alkane so much! (geek) I don't have to explain further why.Just read the lyrics and then use your imagination alright? But then again, no one would understand except me. So I love my characters way too much big deal. Let me be in my own land *cries*

Here is the song:


I kept listening to this song while drawing some Alkane XD Damn stupid simple sketches took so long. I FAIL.



Wanted to colour it but I will take too long if I do *snail* Satoshi's index finger is a bit cut off due to the lack of space in my book. Texture from Cgtextures :) Alkane's hair seemed light in one of the picture because I wasn't confidence of drawing the hair so I did it roughly. Ah~ These kind of random sketches reminded me of the days I drew on the back of my foolscap paper before or during lesson.

I should think of a proper drawing to go with this song. My keywords so far are Alkane + Sadness + Loneliness + Night sky + Stars. Let's see what I can come up with that is, if I even can do it properly *perfectionist* Wonder if I will even draw it.

Yeah, I like to torture my own characters and Alkane is like the best character to do all this emo parts because I made his life so screwed that he just wished that he could be normal. (It's not as bad as it sounds though XD)


i am who i am
6:40 PM
* Saturday, January 2, 2010 *
I am not happy plz D:<


This is my first ranting of the year. I'll try to keep it short. This probably does not concern any of my friends or anyone for that matter so if you don't want to read it, it's fine.

Okay, here goes.

I was browsing through the TV guide for Cartoon Network today and I realised that they are no longer showing Ed, Edd n Eddy at 12.30AM anymore. I instantly went "WHAT THE FUCK?!" Instead, they are showing Ben 10. They took out my ONLY show on Cartoon Network replaced it with a show that is already being shown like 17382173981 times on TV?!! LIKE WHAT?! In addition, they didn't even take out a show like Pink Panther or Tom and Jerry which are also being shown on Cartoon Network like 837483274932 times. Both Pink Panther and Tom & Jerry are taking over the timeslot. SUCH A FREAKING WASTE OF GOOD SHOWS!

Now I understand that Cartoon Network is supposedly meant for kids and Ben 10 is popular amongst kids these days but is there even a reason for it to be shown so many times? Like can't you give other show a chance? Same goes for Tom and Jerry and Pink panther show as well. I bet no kid would want to watch that unless they like old school shows or something. I want shows like Cow & Chicken or I am Weasel and Johnny Bravo to be back on Cartoon Network! Cartoons are meant to be like that - No proper plot and just there to make you laugh. Sigh. We can't avoid cartoon violence that for sure but still, where are the good old days man? Cartoon Network get suckier and suckier as time goes by. FUCK THAT! At least there's still Nickelodeon *sniff*

I know typing this out is meaningless and it won't bring any good but it does make me feel better :) Stupid TV guide is really screwed and shit putting the same show over and over again. I think the show that gets all the attention on Cartoon Network is Tom & Jerry, Pink Panther and BEN 10!

Well that's about it really. I don't have any thing else to say.


i am who i am
7:13 PM
* Friday, January 1, 2010 *
Party


I went to my cousin's 7th Birthday party today. My dad didn't want to go but was persuaded so he ended up following my brothers and I probably due to guilt. We reached there around 2.30pm plus? We ended up going to Costa Sands Resort even though the party was held at the chalet at Downtown East. Wrong info by uncle I guess. It's funny how I told my family that the party was at Downtown East but they were like "No it's at Costa Sands Resorts" I didn't expect that I was right because I don't even know if the party is even held at Downtown East. Coincidence or what?

On our way to Downtown East chalet, I saw one old lady that looked like my grandma. This is how the conversation between 2nd bro and me went:

Me: Hey, you see that person there? She looked like our grandma.
Bro: What?
Me: *repeats self*
Bro: What?
Me: Nevermind *annoyed*

It turns out, she IS our grandma! With my other uncle and his wife. It's a good thing we met them because they were on their way to the Costa Sands Resort chalet. My grandpa didn't follow them because he was not feeling well.Once we reached there, the first thing I did was sit on the bed XD I mean, I don't want to sit on the floor, not with jeans. So everyone was like fighting to sit on the bed. It's like if you leave your seats, it will be taken by someone. Few hours later, we sang a birthday song for the birthday girl and had some cake. I was a douchebag to not have my cellphone during that time so no cake pics D: Can't steal it off bro. He'll probably get mad

Few minutes afterwards, the games started. Skipped on the first game and decided to try my luck at lucky draw. Luck wasn't on my side today. Usually, I am able to win something at lucky draw but not today :(

Before the lucky draw

Me: Pick number 13 for the lucky draw
Cousin: Why?
Me: Because I said so.
Bro: Why number 13?
Me: Just because!

During the game

Uncle(the person who called out the numbers): NO 13!
Me to cousins: HAH! Told you to number 13 will get called right?

I didn't take number 13 because it was already taken. I wanted to take number 45 but didn't as well. It was one of the winning numbers. I don't know what' up with me. I was just joking about taking number 13. WHY DID THAT COME TRUE?! *psychic* 2nd bro won a box cone of Ferrero rocher. He wanted Kinder bueno but someone else got it. It was funny when he went NOOOOOO!! when someone else got the Kinder Bueno and Toblerone. It was funnier when he keeps saying he wanted to win the Hello Panda XD I WANT THE KINDER CHOCOLATE DAMN IT! My grandma got the Kinder chocolate but she don't eat sweets and she gave to my cousin who already won the Kinder chocolate! NOOOOO!

The prize bro won


That is bro's leg.

After the game, we played Bingo. My family lost. What luck. Had more food after that and went home. We only stayed for 4 hours because dad was probably bored. I didn't take any pics at all today so I give you this two irrelevant pics as an apology.


Scarlet on my bed sleeping. Looks like a giant ball of fur here



A bad quality picture of a drawing that I actually don't hate (for now). It's just a preview by the way. I won't show the full image due to gayness. Haha slanted. Too lazy to scan even though the scanner is right NEXT to ME! *Gets butchered*

I typed so much and so little pictures. You guys are going to hate me now right?


i am who i am
10:34 PM