It's past midnight now and I am bored. Listening to Marukaite Chikyuu - Russia/Ivan version. Happy song on a boring and lonely night is fun.

After seeing numerous fanarts of Hetalia: Axis Powers, I finally decided to watch it. Honestly, I watch it because of Russia/Ivan XD So yandere and I love yandere characters. But as I watched it, I began to love Japan/Honda and England/Arthur. Damn England is tsundere and I'm not a fan of tsundere(s) but damn he is so cute at times despite his thick eyebrows. Japan is so cute with his "stone" expression all the time and his hair makes him even cuter :D This anime is only 5 mins per episode and it is basically about world history. I love Japan, England, Russia, Austria, Italia, Chibitalia! I feel like a nerd...

which leads me to drawing this:


Russia/Japan/England
I want to draw Austria, Italia and Chibitalia. That is if I have the mood and patience for it. I already gave up on my Mana khemia 2 chibis. I still have yet to draw Etward, Enna, Goto, Yun, Chloe and Ulrika. I'll skip Pepperoni due to his muscles and Puniyo because of the lack of ref.

Chibis are the only thing I can draw these days I swear and I don't even like how I drew them >_< I suck at drawing chibis. Mistakes mistakes. Will fix them if I DO Cg them. Probably not though XD I tried drawing something proper yesterday and that failed badly too OTL

I am hardly happy with anything these days. I need to appreciate what I did at times.

PS - Tetris theme song is awesome XD

i am who i am
12:11 AM

Random-ness yet again

Yesterday

I woke up early, took a shower and had breakfast. I was watching Ghost Hunters on the History channel. I don't really watch the History channel due to my short attention span but somehow, stories or discoveries about ghosts, aliens or weird animals just excites me. I mean who wouldn't right? After that, slacked for awhile and I finally took the effort to clear all the unwanted stuff out of my room. It took me at least around 4-5 hours or so but I guess it was pretty fun. To think that I managed to find some random stuff which I didn't expect. For example, I don't remember printing this picture



or this picture



or this


Haha Kourin(brown-haired boy) I like him *loves boys who uses yoyos as weapons*

OR THIS!! LIKE WHAT THE? SINCE WHEN DID I PRINTED OUT A PICTURE OF NARUTO?! I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER AT ALL!!



Also, I found my very old drawings. Feel free to laugh


I don't know if I have shown you this or not. Look at HER! I mean what's up with those colours! YUCK!!! *throws up*


I remember drawing them but I don't know who these characters are. I know that they are my characters but I don't know what's their personalities or what are their names! I only know Alkane and Satoshi ^_^;.


Look at Alkanes spiky hair D: That other person with the hat is Azure or something. I don't know.



AND...My Primary 5 class photo D: I thought I lost it! Funny thing is that I can remember most of my classmates name without looking at their names!

Well, it was pretty fun clearing out my room! I have a proper desk now :D IT's CLEAN!

Today

Due to the Kourin picture and my fondness for yoyo boys, I re-watched Tokyo Underground again. Brother bought the DVD long ago so I watched it and man do I love it. For the sake of watching Kourin in action...sadly, not much. He only appeared near the few final episodes XD But ah well. Basically that was it. My back hurts.

i am who i am
9:10 PM

I want to nerd about things related to Art but I think I will do it tomorrow so I will have some time to draw something and post it here so that I won't bore you guys with my randomness.

I'm just going to keep this post short hopefully because...well, just because.

I don't know what's wrong with me but whenever I draw something and tried to colour it in Photoshop, I will end up giving up eventually for several reasons:

- I hate it
- I don't know how to continue
- I don't have the patience to complete it
- Too lazy to continue after abandoning it for awhile

It's just very awkward because I when I sketched something, I will love it in sketch form but once I lineart it, I will end up hating it. But the thing is, I have to start liking my work now because if I don't, I will never complete it. Even for some of my finished works, I will like it only for a few days. After that, I will get bored looking at it. *sigh*

Oops, I talked about Art again didn't I?

I'm addicted to Mana Khemia 2 OST - Beginning of Fall. The piano is great and it shows lots of emotions like sadness and showing the past? I don't know but at least that's what the song gives me. And when that song is played, I always pictured one of my own character playing the piano because I'm such a geek that's why. What? Can't the creator show love to her own characters?

Therefore, I did a very random + rough sketch



Yeah I know the piano is small and whatnot but hey it's a sketch. It's supposed to be a guy playing the piano in the forest during fall lol. Inspired by that song. Also, I was reading the newspaper a few months ago and saw this picture of this pianist who played the piano in a field. I thought that was pretty neat. I think those two things inspired me to draw this random sketch. I don't know if it will end up being a CG but I guess not due to my laziness D:

I guess I should go now. It's late. So much for a short post huh -_-

i am who i am
12:29 AM

Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all you Muslims and non-Muslims out there!

I need to go to my grandparent's house later on.

The holidays has been alright for me so far excluding the part where I get bored. No wait, actually I don't. I just got caught up in my own little world to keep me occupied. I've been doing nothing except drawing(like I always do) and watching random videos on youtube, watching Family guy and South Park and of course, watching anime. I've completed Mana Khemia 2 and I've unlocked a hidden scenario. I might play it because I want to know the true ending if there is even such a thing. I'm so addicted to Mana Khemia and Rewrich!! >_< He is cool, is 28 but doesn't sound like one, has an ahoge, is a smiley guy but can be crazy at times. WHY IS IT, THAT I ALWAYS ENDED UP LIKING NUTTY CHARACTERS??

I should upload my sketches and my WIPs. They are messy.



Sketch #1: This was drawn perhaps about 2 days ago after staring at the Nia print I bought at AFA 09 for a very long time. I drew stars for fun and then the song STARS-2nd Ending song of Konjiki no Gash bell popped in my head all of a sudden and I started singing the first line to myself. Lol. Orignally, I drew Alkane drinking a soda with his left hand holding the headphone closer to his ears but I don't know what made me changed it to him eating fries. What a messy sketch. Drew this also because I wanted to draw big headphones XD

Sketch #2: I drew this yesterday. I think I named him Clove. Stupid name I know but hey not everyone is creative with names. I'm so biased towards him. Whenever I draw him, I just had to change my style of drawing. I just wanted to draw in some other way that does not involve "cute".

Sketch #3: I also drew this yesterday around 11pm? I was watching bro play God Of War 2 on PS2. This sketch is meant to be the 2nd version of that He has got a gun drawing that I posted long ago. I'm just obsessed with guns, mafias and guys in suits. He's not wearing a suit though. I can't draw back view of people D:

I might CG these sketches and then give up half way due to lack of patience.

And my WIPs. The chibis that people requested. As you can see, I've only done the lineart. I will colour for you soon. I'm such a lazy-ass!

I've been listening to Sinful Rose - Disgaea 2 opening and Kusari by Kawakami Akiko - Ending song of Disgaea. I LOVE THEM BOTH!!

i am who i am
10:20 AM

BACK FROM ANIME FESTIVAL ASIA WITH FIGURINES!!! I went with Carol, Bro and somehow, Dennis. I came back like hours ago but I was playing with my figma figurines!! LIKE FINALLY!! FIGMA!! Guess who I bought?

If your guess is "that guy" from that show I was talking about, then you're right!! BUT! Itsuki is not the only one I bought. I saw Kyon too so I bought both. At first, I saw Itsuki at one of the booth and there are only 3 of him so I decided to buy him even though it's $42. I was just afraid that after I walk around, it will be gone!! However, when I stopped by another booth, I realised that there's a cheaper Itsuki figma!! Only $25!! Kyon costs me $25 too. Walk around after buying my figurines. Carol bought quite a number of figurines too. She couldn't make her decisions at first though. Haha.



I forgot to take a picture BEFORE I opened the box.

When we were about to exit the hall, I saw Raspberyl from Disgaea 3. The funny thing is that, I don't play the game or know who she was at first but she's just cute. I wanted to buy her but wasn't so sure. The first price I saw was $62 while the other booth sells for $59.90. I decided to control myself and not buy it. We walked around Art booths and I saw Gurren Lagann art. I wanted to buy them but didn't. After that, we ate at Pastamania. My plan was to go home but I can't rest until I get Raspberyl and the Gurren Lagann art so we went back to the convention hall. Raspberryl, which costs me $59.90 costs me $54 after a discount. I was so glad. The Gurren Lagann art set is $15 with the posters of Nia and Yoko. Funny thing is, I didn't even manage to complete watching the anime!! Lol. Will probably get back to the show. I just like the art. It's cute.



Blame the Simon badge for this!! It's because of that Simon badge that I wanted to buy! Originally, I just wanted to buy the Simon badge but after I looked at everyone, I couldn't resist but to buy the whole set. The posters come with the set. This set cost me $15

After that, went home...satisfied :)
Reached home, played with my Rasyberryl nendoroid and figma. Made Kyon and Itsuki gay around a little bit. Playing with Figma is kind of difficult. I need to be more careful.



Raspberryl's box is pink and she has pink hair and I hate pink but I just couldn't resist her cuteness XD I

Alright, the rest of the photos is what I did to Kyon and Itsuki. Nothing much. I was bored.


You guys really defy the law of physics. *looks at awkward leg poses*




Nothing much. I have like 3 Itsuki figurines. Not that much but I feel like an Itsuki freak right now.

I'm not going for AFA tomorrow though. Too tired and I don't want to spend so much. I already spent $136. If only I didn't buy that $42 first and waited to buy the $25 Itsuki, then I will save more money.

Ah ~ Enough of my ramblings. I'm off. Good night

i am who i am
9:49 PM

I guess I should blog about my boring life. Who the hell gives a crap about what's happening in my life anyway? *sigh* But it doesn't matter right?

I'm going to complete Mana Khemia 2 soon. I wonder what I should do after I've completed that game? I mean, there's Dragonica for me to play but I haven't touch that game for so long that I completely forgotten how to play it. It will take some time to get used to the controls again and the new system. Besides, I'm kind of tired of MMORPGs.

For those of you who wanted a slightly bigger version(A5) of your chibis, don't worry. I'll get those things done and send it to you. I procrastinate a lot so don't expect me to send the drawing to you quickly. Haha *fails*

On another note, I CAN'T WAIT FOR ANIME FESTIVAL ASIA THIS SATURDAY!!! I hope I will at least buy something this year. Nothing interest me last year so I didn't buy anything but hey, at least I got to see some cool stuff :D I want some figma figurines :(

Here is what I planned to do during this holidays. I know that some of you may think that I have no life but you know what? I DON'T CARE!!

- Colour the class chibis (almost done)
- Draw for those who requested
- Do character designs for my characters and some story ideas? (It's messy at the moment)
- Do more ART!! (For the sake of doing it)

My life is all about Art huh? Art is my hobby and passion. Can be sucky at times especially if you need a break from Art and the only thing to keep you stress free is by drawing.

Damn, I should get back to colouring the class chibis.

PS - The drink I'm drinking now is YUCK! I thought it would taste nice since it's chocolate but it smells and tastes like plastercine. Not saying I ate plastercine before but whatever.

i am who i am
6:57 PM

OH BLOG I MISSED YOU SO ~ *hugs*

I haven't update my blog for so long! Since I'm on the computer, I might as well type something.

Not going to talk about exams. Still pissed off at bro for something *sigh*

I always had trouble with drawing straight. I mean, whatever I draw ended up being slanted. Maybe it is the way I positioned my paper but it also happens when I draw in Photoshop. It gets really annoying and as you know me, I hate my things to be slanted. However, sometimes, I couldn't care less.

Also, whenever I get a new sketchbook, the first page will always be a nicely drawn picture because I wanted it to be like a cover page or something. I drew a Halloween-themed picture. My plan was to finish it before Halloween but that failed horribly since I had no time to draw and Halloween is over D: But that's not all. Some parts of my drawing are slanted. I got so fed up and so, what did I do?



THIS. Excuse my poor photography skills. I taped my sketchbook onto my closet and draw it from there. It works though. Some parts are not that slanted anymore...I think.

And in case if you're wondering, my room isn't that dark.

Drawing a Halloween-themed picture + Mana Khemia 2 OST = Yayness!!
But I had to stand for a few hours though.

Here is the almost finished product. Quite happy with it so far :)



One of them is still slanted though but I drew HIM last week. I drew the houses and fences today. I will try to fix it. If I'm not lazy, I will colour this picture.

Damn. I wanted to sleep but I got distracted. I should take a little nap now.

i am who i am
4:05 PM