* Me *
Hidayah (Ida)
Age 18

Loves to draw, Watch anime(I'm picky though),Read Storybooks either Fiction or Autobiography and Cute things. Has slight OCD towards symmetry and fat round objects

Is a Sketchbook Hoarder D:

Dark Chocolate Lover YEAH BABY!

* Tagboard *



* Friends *
Brendy
Caroline
Christine
Dennis
Eileen
Gerald
Hilyah
Ming Yu
Rohaizad
Sheila YCK
Syuhaidah YCK
Yeow Shen
Zoe

* Past *
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010

* credits *
design | LyLe
image | kasy
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macromedia dreamweaver mx
adobe photoshop cs2

do not remove the credits!
remove it and u'll ded

* Wednesday, October 27, 2010 *

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i am who i am
9:26 PM
* Thursday, October 14, 2010 *
Yesterday

Went to school for a pre-semester briefing. I was bored because I had no one to talk to. It's time like this that I realised I SHOULD mix around with more people. The lecturers were so nice! They made cupcakes for the WHOLE cohort of Game Design Year 1 and 2. We had a cake ritual. It was pretty funny. The cupcakes are so pretty and nice. It's not sweet for me but when your have eaten sweeter things, your tastebuds get weird. Met a senior who just happened to talk to me and Carol. He is from SJCC, the CCA that I joined but never went. Hahahaha *ahem* I hope we can talk again. He seem like a nice guy.

Before I continue,I would like to make an announcement.

I DL my VERY FIRST BL GAME EVER!! IN ENGLISH! I FEEL SO PROUD! *self hug*

Nerd mode ON!

Contain spoilers...

*ahem*

Once I reached home, I played Enzai, the game I DL the day before. It took me like 5 tries to FINALLY get the good ending. I played until 2am XD. I think I started at around 3pm. I found several charactes I really like such as



JOSE!! I never thought I will like this guy because HE RAPES YOUR CHARACTER IF YOU CHOSE TO SIT NEXT TO HIM DURING A MEAL! kjdsakljdaslkj I also hate the fact that he bullies Io all the time but I supposed there's a reason to it.Or not. Not that I like Io anyway. He needs to grow some balls. Jose gets cooler after awhile and he's so cute when he confess his love to the main character, Guys. I ALMOST CRIED! Lol fuck.

Guys said that this guy is the same age as him but HE LOOKS SO MUCH OLDER THAN GUYS! HOW OLD ARE YOU, GUYS?!

I also like



LUSCA! The ever-so cool lawyer when he is not drunk. I don't know what else to say about this guy except he is just cool.

I didn't take a screenshot of Evan but I also like Evan. He is so cheerful despite his sad fate and he is always helping Guys out. His theme song ALWAYS cheers me up. I never get bored of listening to it and I always like it when he makes his appearance.

Belbet, I prefer him with long hair but I was sad when he died. I don't know why I like him but maybe his love for chocolates is what makes him cute. (his face is TOTALLY NOT CUTE XD)

Now,for the characters I hate.

I REALLTY REALLY HATE EVERY GUARDS IN THE GAME except for Guard B lol. He doesn't even have a name but he is by far the "nicer" guard around. I hate Durer and his dad. He scares the shit out of me evertime he makes an appearance. There was once he made a SUDDEN AND SUPER RANDOM APPEARANCE which I didn't expect and I literally jumped XD (It doesn't help that he was shouting and I had my headphones on.) Guildias is scary too but I think Durer is scarier.

The ending I've got is so sweet that I totally forgot about taking a screenshot of it.

NERD MODE OFF!

I have 2 more days to enjoy before school starts. I really don't want to go back. I end school at 6PM EVERYDAY! The timetable is screwed. But the good thing is, I start school late everyday except for Monday.

I have a feeling I will hate the second semester.


i am who i am
7:44 PM
* Tuesday, October 5, 2010 *
I NEED a cookie now. Why am I so stupid to not walk a few metres just to get a cookie? *sigh*

I got a phone call from Rohaizad at 10.30AM in the morning asking if I still want to meet up with him, Brendy and Gerald. The answer is obviously yes. Beats being bored at home. I took a look at my phone and realised that I have unread messages. Quite surprising that I didn't get awaken by my message alarm. This had happened twice. Usually, I will wake up to the sound of ANY alarm.

The best part - I WOULD have forgotten that the results were out if I didn't check Facebook. Aren't I that awesome?

My results - Not THAT fantastic but it was alright for me. I thought my grade for Colour Theory would suck badly. Glad that I got an A, which is quite surprising. Was SUPER happy that I also got an A for the Game Project. Good job people! I WORKED SO HARD! In fact, the WHOLE team worked very hard till the very end

So today,I met Rohaizad at my doorstep XD. Poor lad doesn't want to enter the house. We then met Gerald IN the bus. You heard that right. We would not have met in the bus if I was slightly late. Traveled all the way to White Sands mall, pretty boring I would say. Went to Tampines Mall after meeting Brendy. We ate at Pastamania and played some arcade. Was dragged into playing that Taiko drum thing. Too bad that they didn't have Drummania. I really wanted to play Sobakasu even though I suck

We went to Tampines One to meet with Brendy's sister. Gerald was going to give her a bit of tutoring. I dragged Rohaizad to follow me back to Tampines Mall to get a sketchbook so I can draw while people are studying. I ended up talking but I did drew a little character sketch.



Can't draw symmetrically. Argh. I didn't know what I was drawing back then. It started with a face and well, this happens.

Introducing, Wilfred Galen, the Rich bastard and a Bitch Master of his Servant, Aiden.

Went home at around 6.30PM. Reached home and did a little colouring on this.



Quite yuck XD but I HAVE to finish this. I HAVE to. It's quite a simple picture actually.

I'm going to continue colouring this. I'm so lazy right now. Man...

TIME FOR SOME FANDOM!!



Yesterday was it? I read Kuroshitsuji. I like the manga better than the anime but the manga doesn't have Claude so... I'm still wondering why the anime doesn't follow the manga but thanks to that, Claude <3



This. Chapter 26. I misread what Will(Glasses dude) said. Instead of reading the word "reap", I read it as "rape". Blame all the meme that spells rape as raep. I thought it was a typo until I re-read it XD FAIL

In the next chapter, this



OMG, WILL, YOU LOOK SO MUCH HOTTER WITH YOUR FRINGE DOWN! asjdajdlasjd STOP COMBING YOUR HAIR UP!

Haha. Me and my glasses fetish. Look at me, I'm fangirling over someone who doesn't exists.

I AM SO ANTICIPATING THE NEXT CHAPTER!

Also, WHAT'S UP WITH MY TIMETABLE FOR NEXT SEM?! WHY DO I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR 50 MINUTES ON TUESDAY?! It's probably not finalised but still.


i am who i am
10:14 PM
* Thursday, September 30, 2010 *
It's time like this where I will drift further away from reality and back to MY world.
It's once again I will nerd about things that doesn't concern anyone
It's once again where you can ignore these (useless & meaningless) posts of mine

Well then,

LET'S BEGIN!NERD TIME!



I did said before that I wouldn't go into mainstream anime but guess what, that's not going to happen anytime soon for I just watched a mainstream anime(mainstream to me anyway) - Kuroshitsuji.

Why? I have a thing for butlers and Master-Servant relationship. Yes, I am late with the anime/manga and everything. The thing about that anime is it doesn't really interested me because of it's dark theme. When I first saw the manga, it just doesn't interest me. I had a feeling this anime is confusing and it sure was!(for me anyway) I thought I would stop watching it after episode one but no, I continued till the end. Sebastian sure knows how to keep me entertained :D

Yes, I am quite confused but I will try to catch up on the manga.

Then comes season 2. Okay I admit it. The reason why I watch this is so I can watch Claude. Lame reason I know but I have a fetish for Butlers and Glasses so...It doesn't make me any happier from the fact that he died.

Knowing me; someone who had TOO MUCH time on her hands, I took a few screenshots from the anime just because. These were taken from Season 2.



Man, this can be like a shampoo ad or something. Sebastian sure knows how to seduce a guy



PMS Butler. Don't mess with him.



Honestly, I like the fact that he was being tentacle rae- I mean, constricted by those vines. It is funny that he couldn't get out from there since I thought he could(maybe it's unbreakable for demons idk). Like hey, you're looking at someone who could stop a train with ONE hand and do ANYTHING, PERFECTLY.




Glad I'm not the only one who thinks tentacle raep Sebastian is hot. Oh Grell, you're so gay for Sebby.





Sebastian death glare on Grell. His way of saying "Get me out for this vines or I'll kill you.



Dear Claude, you raepface scares all the little boys(and me) away




I've experienced the EXACT same thing like the picture above except the person's aura is not as scary as Sebastian but I can just imagine if it is*shudders*


To end it off, let's have some butlers + water combo eh?



o\\\\o SO HOT! Claude looks good with or without glasses. The subtitles are such bother >_< They should fight more but too bad. Claude is dead. *sigh*

ON A MORE UNRELATED NOTE,

SCHOOL UNIFORM FOR GUYS ARE SO HARD TO DRAW!! I want to make it seem RPGs but it either doesn't make sense or it's just plainly retarded *sigh*


i am who i am
8:09 PM
* Monday, September 27, 2010 *
Went out with Shaun today to do some shopping. Met at Dhouby Ghaut, went into those figurine shops. Atelier Rorona is out. The bad news. I have no PS3 so I shall go sit at the corner and draw circles now. I REALLY REALLY want to play that game. After we bought stuff, I wanted to go to Forever 21 at Somerset. My plan was to walk there but...

Me: I think it's raining. (I haven't seen how heavy the rain was at that time.)
Shaun: It's okay. I can stand a little rain.
Me: Yeah...

- HEAVY RAIN -

Us:Okay,let's just take the train

Bought earrings for Veena because I feel bad the last time and she really wants it. After that, went to Kinokuniya to look at Artbooks. I wanted to buy an Artbook but I don't know how it will look inside and I don't want to risk buying something I won't like. Ended up not buying anything. Went to Far East and on our way there, I met Veena so I gave her the earrings. Shaun owes me $1 because he said that if I met anyone I know, he will give me a dollar. I know it's a cheap offer but monay!

At Far East, I bought 2 fake glasses to satisfy my glasses fetish. Now I feel happy. Money spent = $10



You cannot really see it but it's a purple and red glasses.

Then, I had a dilemma. Since I'm going back to Kino/PS, I WANTED SOMETHING! ANYTHING! The artbook or Sebastian nendoroid. I wanted the artbook because it's an artbook and I love look at pretty pictures. I want the Nendoroid because he is a butler and it will satisfy my butler fetish. Shaun threw several questions to help me make a decision but it's quite hard because it's pretty much one sided. I mean with questions like Claude(butler from Kuroshitsuji 2) or Artbook, it's pretty hard to choose.Why? CLAUDE WEARS GLASSES D:

In the end, I decided to get the nendoroid. So you think my dilemma just ends there?

NOPE!



I stayed at the shop for AN HOUR trying to make a decision. WHY? Ciel was there. Sebastian's extra hands is inside Ciel's box (Why does it sound so wrong? XD) It's more fun with the Master and Servant. It's more fun to make Sebastian pose something more. But oh look, if I buy both...goodbye money! So, I had several options...

1) Buy the Sebastian Nendoroid
2) Buy both Master and Servant
3) Scrap them both and buy Basara Coin figurine
4) Walk out of the shop with NOTHING


which was not very helpful either. I settled with option number one at last.



I know I'm late with this. I never really paid attention to butlers until now. My fetishes are getting more weirder as time goes by. Poor guy fell on the escalator T_T I shall protect you ~

Money spent = $65



But if Claude were to come out as well, I will definitely get him. GLASSES!

After wards, went to Cotton on and bought 2 tops. Money Spent = $30 + $1 donation = $31

Went home feeling good that I'm able to spent random stuff again. Sometimes, I JUST WANT TO BUY LOTS OF STUFF.

Total Spent = $106. sigh.

I drew a bit few days ago. I forgot to scan them in. Too busy reading/watching Maid-Sama and fangirling about Kanou to care.



I hate boobs. Nuff said. Wait, did I just draw girls?

Coloured version of Butler



So plain...So boring...Temporary design. I think.

Name: Aiden Rowland,
Age/Gender: 17 years old, Male.
Likes: Cooking, Cleaning, Playing the violin and tea.
Dislikes: Violence but will not hesitate to kill if needed to or if his Master tells him to.


Still not very sure about the story. Need to fix more stuff. I need to draw his bitch Master.

But who gives a damn about my characters right?


i am who i am
9:04 PM
* Sunday, September 19, 2010 *
I know I am quite late to say this but


FINALLY, SP IS OVER!!!!!



I get my beauty sleep, not having to worry about assignments and deadlines and most importantly, I GET TO EAT! I only ate like 1 meal or none during SP.

Friday

My team was the first to present at 9.30AM. We were late for 10 minutes so there goes our marks. Our presentation was also a BIG FAIL but luckily, the comments from our lecturers were good except the part that we were LATE. I guess it's a good thing. After that, I went to the next room to complete all our work. Went out to lunch with Carol at Hougang Mall. Our shoes were killing us both but it was worth totallly it! We had a proper meal at Qiji, Carol bought me this most annoying pen and a pen that is in the shape of a chocolate bar. Thanks btw <3 Followed her to the DVD store at her house because they were closing down and had a clearance sale. I didn't buy anything. Went home afterwards and had a nice nap.

Did I mention that we both FAIL on that day?

- I almost went to the MALE WASHROOM if Carol didn't stopped me. She almost didn't though D: HOW COULD YOU?! I GAVE YOU MY DRAWINGS! Actually, I did stepped into the Male washroom.

- At Hougang Mall, she was so happy to get her comics that she TOTALLY forgotten about her laptop which she had left it in the comic shop. She only remembered that she had forgotten her laptop when she was in the bus. We had to stop somewhere,cross the road, take the bus 72 and go back to Hougang Mall. Take that Carol! Karma hits you like a bitch!

Saturday

Went to Cousin's house. I'm lazy to type anything. I eat a bit and emo-ed in her room until I had to leave.

Sunday

Open house at yours truly. I am the most fail host ever XD Spilled drink on the floor in the living room all the way to the kitchen. Couldn't be bothered to socialise with others. Wow, I fail at life.

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Drew this a few days ago.


New Nameless Character most likely. He is a butler. I have a Butler Fetish. Shut up.

I should stop drawing animu all the time. I should also learn to draw properly too.


i am who i am
6:26 PM
* Sunday, August 29, 2010 *
A quick post before I go to bed. I've got my Studio Project tomorrow at 9am! I am sick. Blocked nose really sucks and the Panadol I ate doesn't make me feel any better. My stubborn-ness will not allow me to go to the doctor. My dad kept telling me to go to the doctor but I only got a little cough. I will get better soon.

Don't even know whether I should go for Teacher's Day Celebration on Tuesday.

The day before I got sick, two days ago perhaps or was it yesterday? I started on some random painting. As it was an UNPLANNED painting, I don't think I will be finishing it. I think I am addicted to painting faces. I should practice drawing realistic eye more though. My last painting looked horrible.



Random Magnet headphones because 1)I don't want to paint his ear although now that I think about it, I'd rather paint ear. 2) He looks plain without them XD

I could just paint normal headphones but you see, I was listening to several fandub versions of Magnet and just HAD to draw those butterfly wings headphone. Besides, I think it look pretty. The wings look screwed IMO Should fix that. When I have the mood.

Also, I finished drawing this today because I promised Sam I would.



DG03!!! I had fun drawing you guys! I think I didn't do some of you or perhaps all of you any justice XD

Lastly, coloured this quite some time back




I just wanted to draw a chibi Austria and Bully Prussia. Austria is so cute when he gets beaten up by Prussia. I'm such a Sadist.Prussia's Gilbird look like a duck and I think I got Prussia's uniform wrong. Ah well!

Enough artworks people! I shall update more when there's interesting stuff to talk about. Most likely if I'm "free" during my SP.


i am who i am
11:01 PM