With the Invisible Wings that everyone possesses

2010-10-27T21:26:00.001+08:00

I MOVED!!!!!

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2010-10-14T19:44:00.022+08:00

Yesterday

Went to school for a pre-semester briefing. I was bored because I had no one to talk to. It's time like this that I realised I SHOULD mix around with more people. The lecturers were so nice! They made cupcakes for the WHOLE cohort of Game Design Year 1 and 2. We had a cake ritual. It was pretty funny. The cupcakes are so pretty and nice. It's not sweet for me but when your have eaten sweeter things, your tastebuds get weird. Met a senior who just happened to talk to me and Carol. He is from SJCC, the CCA that I joined but never went. Hahahaha *ahem* I hope we can talk again. He seem like a nice guy.

Before I continue,I would like to make an announcement.

I DL my VERY FIRST BL GAME EVER!! IN ENGLISH! I FEEL SO PROUD! *self hug*

Nerd mode ON!

Contain spoilers...

*ahem*

Once I reached home, I played Enzai, the game I DL the day before. It took me like 5 tries to FINALLY get the good ending. I played until 2am XD. I think I started at around 3pm. I found several charactes I really like such as

JOSE!! I never thought I will like this guy because HE RAPES YOUR CHARACTER IF YOU CHOSE TO SIT NEXT TO HIM DURING A MEAL! kjdsakljdaslkj I also hate the fact that he bullies Io all the time but I supposed there's a reason to it.Or not. Not that I like Io anyway. He needs to grow some balls. Jose gets cooler after awhile and he's so cute when he confess his love to the main character, Guys. I ALMOST CRIED! Lol fuck.

Guys said that this guy is the same age as him but HE LOOKS SO MUCH OLDER THAN GUYS! HOW OLD ARE YOU, GUYS?!

I also like

LUSCA! The ever-so cool lawyer when he is not drunk. I don't know what else to say about this guy except he is just cool.

I didn't take a screenshot of Evan but I also like Evan. He is so cheerful despite his sad fate and he is always helping Guys out. His theme song ALWAYS cheers me up. I never get bored of listening to it and I always like it when he makes his appearance.

Belbet, I prefer him with long hair but I was sad when he died. I don't know why I like him but maybe his love for chocolates is what makes him cute. (his face is TOTALLY NOT CUTE XD)

Now,for the characters I hate.

I REALLTY REALLY HATE EVERY GUARDS IN THE GAME except for Guard B lol. He doesn't even have a name but he is by far the "nicer" guard around. I hate Durer and his dad. He scares the shit out of me evertime he makes an appearance. There was once he made a SUDDEN AND SUPER RANDOM APPEARANCE which I didn't expect and I literally jumped XD (It doesn't help that he was shouting and I had my headphones on.) Guildias is scary too but I think Durer is scarier.

The ending I've got is so sweet that I totally forgot about taking a screenshot of it.

NERD MODE OFF!

I have 2 more days to enjoy before school starts. I really don't want to go back. I end school at 6PM EVERYDAY! The timetable is screwed. But the good thing is, I start school late everyday except for Monday.

I have a feeling I will hate the second semester.

2010-10-05T22:14:00.015+08:00

I NEED a cookie now. Why am I so stupid to not walk a few metres just to get a cookie? *sigh*

I got a phone call from Rohaizad at 10.30AM in the morning asking if I still want to meet up with him, Brendy and Gerald. The answer is obviously yes. Beats being bored at home. I took a look at my phone and realised that I have unread messages. Quite surprising that I didn't get awaken by my message alarm. This had happened twice. Usually, I will wake up to the sound of ANY alarm.

The best part - I WOULD have forgotten that the results were out if I didn't check Facebook. Aren't I that awesome?

My results - Not THAT fantastic but it was alright for me. I thought my grade for Colour Theory would suck badly. Glad that I got an A, which is quite surprising. Was SUPER happy that I also got an A for the Game Project. Good job people! I WORKED SO HARD! In fact, the WHOLE team worked very hard till the very end

So today,I met Rohaizad at my doorstep XD. Poor lad doesn't want to enter the house. We then met Gerald IN the bus. You heard that right. We would not have met in the bus if I was slightly late. Traveled all the way to White Sands mall, pretty boring I would say. Went to Tampines Mall after meeting Brendy. We ate at Pastamania and played some arcade. Was dragged into playing that Taiko drum thing. Too bad that they didn't have Drummania. I really wanted to play Sobakasu ~~even though I suck~~

We went to Tampines One to meet with Brendy's sister. Gerald was going to give her a bit of tutoring. I dragged Rohaizad to follow me back to Tampines Mall to get a sketchbook so I can draw while people are studying. I ended up talking but I did drew a little character sketch.

Can't draw symmetrically. Argh. I didn't know what I was drawing back then. It started with a face and well, this happens.

Introducing, Wilfred Galen, the Rich bastard and a Bitch Master of his Servant, Aiden.

Went home at around 6.30PM. Reached home and did a little colouring on this.

Quite yuck XD but I HAVE to finish this. I HAVE to. It's quite a simple picture actually.

I'm going to continue colouring this. I'm so lazy right now. Man...

TIME FOR SOME FANDOM!!

Yesterday was it? I read Kuroshitsuji. I like the manga better than the anime but the manga doesn't have Claude so... I'm still wondering why the anime doesn't follow the manga but thanks to that, Claude <3

This. Chapter 26. I misread what Will(Glasses dude) said. Instead of reading the word "reap", I read it as "rape". Blame all the meme that spells rape as raep. I thought it was a typo until I re-read it XD FAIL

In the next chapter, this

OMG, WILL, YOU LOOK SO MUCH HOTTER WITH YOUR FRINGE DOWN! asjdajdlasjd STOP COMBING YOUR HAIR UP!

Haha. Me and my glasses fetish. Look at me, I'm fangirling over someone who doesn't exists.

I AM SO ANTICIPATING THE NEXT CHAPTER!

Also, WHAT'S UP WITH MY TIMETABLE FOR NEXT SEM?! WHY DO I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR 50 MINUTES ON TUESDAY?! It's probably not finalised but still.

2010-09-30T20:09:00.011+08:00

It's time like this where I will drift further away from reality and back to MY world.
It's once again I will nerd about things that doesn't concern anyone
It's once again where you can ignore these (useless & meaningless) posts of mine

Well then,

LET'S BEGIN!NERD TIME!

I did said before that I wouldn't go into mainstream anime but guess what, that's not going to happen anytime soon for I just watched a mainstream anime(mainstream to me anyway) - Kuroshitsuji.

Why? I have a thing for butlers and Master-Servant relationship. Yes, I am late with the anime/manga and everything. The thing about that anime is it doesn't really interested me because of it's dark theme. When I first saw the manga, it just doesn't interest me. I had a feeling this anime is confusing and it sure was!(for me anyway) I thought I would stop watching it after episode one but no, I continued till the end. ~~Sebastian sure knows how to keep me entertained :D~~

Yes, I am quite confused but I will try to catch up on the manga.

Then comes season 2. Okay I admit it. The reason why I watch this is so I can watch Claude. Lame reason I know but I have a fetish for Butlers and Glasses so...It doesn't make me any happier from the fact that he died.

Knowing me; someone who had TOO MUCH time on her hands, I took a few screenshots from the anime just because. These were taken from Season 2.

Man, this can be like a shampoo ad or something. ~~Sebastian sure knows how to seduce a guy~~

PMS Butler. Don't mess with him.

Honestly, I like the fact that he was being tentacle rae- I mean, constricted by those vines. It is funny that he couldn't get out from there since I thought he could(maybe it's unbreakable for demons idk). Like hey, you're looking at someone who could stop a train with ONE hand and do ANYTHING, PERFECTLY.

Glad I'm not the only one who thinks tentacle raep Sebastian is hot. Oh Grell, you're so gay for Sebby.

Sebastian death glare on Grell. His way of saying "Get me out for this vines or I'll kill you.

Dear Claude, you raepface scares all the little boys(and me) away

I've experienced the EXACT same thing like the picture above except the person's aura is not as scary as Sebastian but I can just imagine if it is*shudders*

To end it off, let's have some butlers + water combo eh?

o\\\\o SO HOT! Claude looks good with or without glasses. The subtitles are such bother >_< They should fight more but too bad. Claude is dead. *sigh*

ON A MORE UNRELATED NOTE,

SCHOOL UNIFORM FOR GUYS ARE SO HARD TO DRAW!! I want to make it seem RPGs but it either doesn't make sense or it's just plainly retarded *sigh*

2010-09-27T21:04:00.008+08:00

Went out with Shaun today to do some shopping. Met at Dhouby Ghaut, went into those figurine shops. Atelier Rorona is out. The bad news. I have no PS3 so I shall go sit at the corner and draw circles now. I REALLY REALLY want to play that game. After we bought stuff, I wanted to go to Forever 21 at Somerset. My plan was to walk there but...

Me: I think it's raining. (I haven't seen how heavy the rain was at that time.)
Shaun: It's okay. I can stand a little rain.
Me: Yeah...

- HEAVY RAIN -

Us:Okay,let's just take the train

Bought earrings for Veena because I feel bad the last time and she really wants it. After that, went to Kinokuniya to look at Artbooks. I wanted to buy an Artbook but I don't know how it will look inside and I don't want to risk buying something I won't like. Ended up not buying anything. Went to Far East and on our way there, I met Veena so I gave her the earrings. Shaun owes me $1 because he said that if I met anyone I know, he will give me a dollar. I know it's a cheap offer but monay!

At Far East, I bought 2 fake glasses to satisfy my glasses fetish. Now I feel happy. Money spent = $10

You cannot really see it but it's a purple and red glasses.

Then, I had a dilemma. Since I'm going back to Kino/PS, I WANTED SOMETHING! ANYTHING! The artbook or Sebastian nendoroid. I wanted the artbook because it's an artbook and I love look at pretty pictures. I want the Nendoroid because he is a butler and it will satisfy my butler fetish. Shaun threw several questions to help me make a decision but it's quite hard because it's pretty much one sided. I mean with questions like Claude(butler from Kuroshitsuji 2) or Artbook, it's pretty hard to choose.Why? CLAUDE WEARS GLASSES D:

In the end, I decided to get the nendoroid. So you think my dilemma just ends there?

NOPE!

I stayed at the shop for AN HOUR trying to make a decision. WHY? Ciel was there. Sebastian's extra hands is inside Ciel's box (Why does it sound so wrong? XD) It's more fun with the Master and Servant. It's more fun to make Sebastian pose something more. But oh look, if I buy both...goodbye money! So, I had several options...

1) Buy the Sebastian Nendoroid
2) Buy both Master and Servant
3) Scrap them both and buy Basara Coin figurine
4) Walk out of the shop with NOTHING

which was not very helpful either. I settled with option number one at last.

I know I'm late with this. I never really paid attention to butlers until now. My fetishes are getting more weirder as time goes by. Poor guy fell on the escalator T_T I shall protect you ~

Money spent = $65

~~But if Claude were to come out as well, I will definitely get him. GLASSES!~~

After wards, went to Cotton on and bought 2 tops. Money Spent = $30 + $1 donation = $31

Went home feeling good that I'm able to spent random stuff again. Sometimes, I JUST WANT TO BUY LOTS OF STUFF.

Total Spent = $106. sigh.

I drew a bit few days ago. I forgot to scan them in. ~~Too busy reading/watching Maid-Sama and fangirling about Kanou to care.~~

I hate boobs. Nuff said. Wait, did I just draw girls?

Coloured version of Butler

So plain...So boring...Temporary design. I think.

Name: Aiden Rowland,
Age/Gender: 17 years old, Male.
Likes: Cooking, Cleaning, Playing the violin and tea.
Dislikes: Violence but will not hesitate to kill if needed to or if his Master tells him to.

Still not very sure about the story. Need to fix more stuff. I need to draw his bitch Master.

But who gives a damn about my characters right?

2010-09-19T18:26:00.006+08:00

I know I am quite late to say this but

FINALLY, SP IS OVER!!!!!

I get my beauty sleep, not having to worry about assignments and deadlines and most importantly, I GET TO EAT! I only ate like 1 meal or none during SP.

Friday

My team was the first to present at 9.30AM. We were late for 10 minutes so there goes our marks. Our presentation was also a BIG FAIL but luckily, the comments from our lecturers were good except the part that we were LATE. I guess it's a good thing. After that, I went to the next room to complete all our work. Went out to lunch with Carol at Hougang Mall. Our shoes were killing us both but it was worth totallly it! We had a proper meal at Qiji, Carol bought me this most annoying pen and a pen that is in the shape of a chocolate bar. Thanks btw <3 Followed her to the DVD store at her house because they were closing down and had a clearance sale. I didn't buy anything. Went home afterwards and had a nice nap.

Did I mention that we both FAIL on that day?

- I almost went to the MALE WASHROOM if Carol didn't stopped me. She almost didn't though D: HOW COULD YOU?! I GAVE YOU MY DRAWINGS! Actually, I did stepped into the Male washroom.

- At Hougang Mall, she was so happy to get her comics that she TOTALLY forgotten about her laptop which she had left it in the comic shop. She only remembered that she had forgotten her laptop when she was in the bus. We had to stop somewhere,cross the road, take the bus 72 and go back to Hougang Mall. Take that Carol! Karma hits you like a bitch!

Saturday

Went to Cousin's house. I'm lazy to type anything. I eat a bit and emo-ed in her room until I had to leave.

Sunday

Open house at yours truly. I am the most fail host ever XD Spilled drink on the floor in the living room all the way to the kitchen. Couldn't be bothered to socialise with others. Wow, I fail at life.

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Drew this a few days ago.

New Nameless Character most likely. He is a butler. I have a Butler Fetish. Shut up.

I should stop drawing animu all the time. I should also learn to draw properly too.

2010-08-29T23:01:00.005+08:00

A quick post before I go to bed. I've got my Studio Project tomorrow at 9am! I am sick. Blocked nose really sucks and the Panadol I ate doesn't make me feel any better. My stubborn-ness will not allow me to go to the doctor. My dad kept telling me to go to the doctor but I only got a little cough. I will get better soon.

Don't even know whether I should go for Teacher's Day Celebration on Tuesday.

The day before I got sick, two days ago perhaps or was it yesterday? I started on some random painting. As it was an UNPLANNED painting, I don't think I will be finishing it. I think I am addicted to painting faces. I should practice drawing realistic eye more though. My last painting looked horrible.

Random Magnet headphones because 1)I don't want to paint his ear although now that I think about it, I'd rather paint ear. 2) He looks plain without them XD

I could just paint normal headphones but you see, I was listening to several fandub versions of Magnet and just HAD to draw those butterfly wings headphone. Besides, I think it look pretty. The wings look screwed IMO Should fix that. When I have the mood.

Also, I finished drawing this today because I promised Sam I would.

DG03!!! I had fun drawing you guys! I think I didn't do some of you or perhaps all of you any justice XD

Lastly, coloured this quite some time back

I just wanted to draw a chibi Austria and Bully Prussia. Austria is so cute when he gets beaten up by Prussia. I'm such a Sadist.Prussia's Gilbird look like a duck and I think I got Prussia's uniform wrong. Ah well!

Enough artworks people! I shall update more when there's interesting stuff to talk about. Most likely if I'm "free" during my SP.

2010-08-25T17:53:00.005+08:00

I haven't got much to say these days. I still have yet to write out stuff for my portfolio and I'm planning to procrastinate on it JUST BECAUSE. I will get to it...soon. Orz I can't.

So a few days ago, I decided to try for semi-realism AGAIN. I'm quite satisfied with it until I get to the hair =_= I.DON'T.UNDERSTAND.HAIR.LOGIC.AT.ALL. That is why I don't draw detailed hair. But for the sake of this "realism" practice I will try my best! Seriously, I need to learn how to draw a PROPER human face soon or I will suffer on the next semester. But you know, I'm too lazy to practice sometimes.

My result thus far:

I made it darker in PS. It look better IMO. Originally, he had no glasses but he look plain without them so I included the glasses. I'm not too sure if I want that kind of pose because it looks gay and I might take away the glasses if I find it too hard too paint but whatever. It's just a painting practice. Seriously, kudos to those who have lots of patience to draw realistic or detailed stuff. I have no patience and I am pretty sure that I will get sick of this painting and will put it away VERY SOON. Just like my other works.

I can't make a man look manly.

Probably my "best" semi-realism painting to date. Once I get better with this thing you call realism, I'm going to laugh when I look back at my noob attempts.

Alright,I'm off. I'm going to continue painting this and baw

2010-08-12T21:25:00.010+08:00

FINALLY! I AM FREE OF ASSIGNMENTS!!! Until my Game Concept project that is...pfft. But I am free nonetheless!

Went to school at 11.15AM to hand in my assignment. Reached there at 11.45AM. I thought that I have to hand it up by 12PM but when I went to the Lecturer's assignment drawer, the note says "Latest by 6PM" I guess it's good to hand up early anyway. Went home afterwards.

DISCLAIMER: THE CONTENT BELOW THIS POINT CONTAINS NOTHING BUT ME NERDING AND PICTURE SPAM.

After I reached home, I spent the entire day watching a Let's play of Quest for Glory. I love that game even though I only played part 1 and half of part 5. The storyline for that game is so good. Sierra's games are so creative with their humour and parodies,I love it XD. Currently onto the part 2 of the game. Sadly, I've never played the part 2 because back then, I only had the old version of the game which means old graphics - pixelated, things that you can do on MS paint. So I guessed that really turned me off considering after playing the remake for Quest of Glory 1. Now I regret not playing it but I heard that second version is harder.

Yesterday, I was being random and started looking at several screenshots of Hanamaru Kindergarten I started spazzing out as well due to cuteness of the characters. And guess what? I started watching the anime today. And you know what else? I actually like it! I was REALLY reluctant to watch this anime because I thought it would be your ordinary, little girl falls in love for guy and guy doesn't know what to do since he's a teacher and blah blah blah. I also thought that there would be some perverted parts between those two but THANKFULLY, there isn't. I was so glad this anime is just full of fluff. I need something fluffy sometimes.

I'm already done with episode 5 so I shall now spam you with the cuteness!

From Left: Hiiragi, Anzu and Koume

I really like the 3 girls. But if you asked me who's my favourite is then it is Hiiragi. At first sight, I thought she is those quiet ones like Yuki Nagato but she's not. Hiiragi is just calm, shy and the brains among the trio. But still it's hard to choose D: ALL OF THEM ARE SO CUTE!! *spazzes*

FINALLY! SAW THIS BOY IN THE OPENING OF THE SHOW AND HE FINALLY MADE AN APPEARANCE! SO CUTE D: YU!!!

I find it cuter when there are more kids around.

HIS PAEDO-ABLE AURA IS

OVER 9000!!!

*spazzes*

Man, I sound like a paedophile after posting those images. Good thing they are fictional :D

2010-08-07T22:03:00.006+08:00

I can't believe this blog had been left to rot for a month! Thanks to assignments. But finally my holidays are here but as you guessed it, I still have to

- Complete my Design Fundamental Assignment, to be handed up by (12/8)
- Prepare and A4 Portfolio of 10 pieces. Only had two so far. (30/8)

Then there's the Studio Project which is also on the 30/8 - 17/9. I wonder who I will be grouped with?

So my life thus far:

JUST BUSY! But look on the bright side. Holidays are still holidays. The bad thing, Fasting which means, I can't eat or drink. So what am I going to do during my holidays? Stay at home and just stare at the screen the whole day? If that's the case, hell yeah I'm doing that.

A few weeks ago, I bought a mic just for my Storyboard assignment. We had to do a Story Reel and I ended up using my own voice, which sucked really badly. I sounded the SAME for EVERYTHING! I really hate my voice but I'm getting used to it now.Sheesh, I have more emotions when I speak in Japanese XD. I had to take several takes for my assignment and so, my desktop ended up being like this:

So messy. Hahaha. But it's all cleaned now!

Since I'm on holidays, I wonder if I should sketch something. I have something in mind. I still have yet to draw Class Chibis for DG03 and Mr Tomato Head for a friend XD. I should get those done after my Desfun assignment.

I guess that's it. I'm going. Good night!

2010-07-04T18:52:00.009+08:00

Totally ignoring what needs to be done right now and watched Hetalia parodies instead HURR. I like Roderich(Austria) all of a sudden. MOAR HURR

Anyway yesterday, went to Cosfest with Carol. Met her at the Mac near our house for breakfast. Off to Cosfest at around 11.20AM. At the bus stop, this little boy was playing with something that makes a LOUD and IRRITATING noise. Had to endure 15 mins of pure torture. When the bus arrived, I was glad that there won't be any noise anymore.

But...

I WAS WRONG!!

We sat at the upper level of the bus and this idiot was blasting his music loudly. Okay, seem "normal" enough...

until he started singing. THE SAME SONG. THE SAME VERSE. OVER AND OVER AGAIN.IN MALAY.

As if that was not bad enough, we had to endure this torture from Hougang ALL THE WAY to PASIR RIS interchange. Everyone on the upper deck began to take out their earpiece because of that bastard. You sir, needs to get kick in the balls.

Reached there, went to look around at the booth. We were totally fangirling over stuff. I ended up buying 4 keychains and 5 badges. Vocaloid, Hetalia and Gundam 00. I wanted to buy more (Especially for the Gundam 00 character keychains) but I couldn't make my decision on what I want since EVERYTHING IS JUST SO CUTE and I don't want a lot of my moolah to fly away ~ We stayed for about an hour for the performance and we planned to go until one band started playing the song "Butterfly" and made everyone hyper! I was so hyper because Digimon is like one of my favourite childhood shows and not to mention the song!

We walked around some more and one of the print I wanted was sold out D: We went home at around 4pm but of course, Carol had to take some photos of cosplayers. I didn't though so boo me.

Took the bus home. Thank god it was peaceful. I followed her to Hougang Mall to get her spray mount and I got myself some waffles. Reached home and did Colour Theory. Stupid mounting took me the whole night. It still sucks though but I think it sort of improved from my first mounting. MUST LEVEL UP!

Anyway, some pics.

The things I've bought. I also bought a Kaito shirt but didn't take the pic. I wish they had a size S or XS of Miku shirt so Carol can buy it and we can go out wearing those shirts. Carol = Miku supporter, Me=Kaito supporter. What a bunch of nerds!

In case if you can't see, the center badge is a song called "Cantarella". I don't really want to buy the badge but I LOVE THE SONG so I bought it. Carol bought that too. I don't know why I bought an Austria badge(The first from the right)but I think it has something to do with that Hetalia Meme I did long ago. Bought the America keychain because he's too cute there orz! He's not even my favourite character!

At first, I saw Hallelujah and it's not fair that I didn't buy Allelujah so...Damn now I'm regretting for not buying the whole cast.

My favourite get of yesterday...

ALLELUJAH WHY MUST YOU BE SO CUTE?! BAWWW!! I need to get back to work.

2010-06-29T18:30:00.011+08:00

-uses revival potions on dead blog-

How long has it been since my last update ANYWAY?! I didn't even managed to blog during my "holidays". If you asked me how my holidays were, well, it was anything but FUN,RELAXING or a HOLIDAY for that matter.

Yes. In fact, it was a 2 weeks worth of HELL and INTENSE workload! Okay okay so I overdid my POGD but, but...I can't help it! But before that, on the 23rd June, Carol and Veena took the effort okay maybe A LOT of effort to ask me out. You know, I'm a person who hates to go when there are a lot of things to be done. But nevertheless, I did go out after a lot of persuasion.

However, we weren't sure where to go. They just want me to get out of the house. So what happened was, we walked back and forth from Marina Square to Suntec City to Marina Square again for dinner. Had dinner at Manhattan. The Fish and chips was good

I ~~was forced to~~ open my presents.

Their objective: Observe my reaction when I opened my presents
My reaction: Pretty much...monotone...

BUT I LOVE DA PRESENTS!! <3<3<3<3 THANK YOU SO MUCH! Now Xenon and I can be together forever~

Then, Carol helped me ask for a free brownie. Since it was my birthday I got a free brownie. I usually hate brownies but this one is different! They wanted to sing me a birthday song but, IT'S TOO EMBARRASSING!

After that, went to Vivo, takes some pics and went home. I reached home at 12am. But it was fun to see an empty shopping mall. Makes me just want to shout and run about.

24 June

Carol promised me that if I went out the day before, she will come to my house to do our assignment. It was a WORK day for us! Somehow, she got Vocaloid - Miku fever and we attempted to sing the song "Melt" which obviously FAILED!

I did my POGD cut scenes storyboard. It was hell! It was absolute torture. Now whose idea was it to put loads of cut scenes inside my game concept?!

My WIPs.

My piles of storyboard without the dialogues. I can't believe I spent 2 whole weeks on this!

I can't really remember what really happened because basically, we just do work.

25 June

Went to the print shop at Bras Basah with Shaun to print the A3 templates for our storyboard assignment. He gave me a big tin of Hello Panda as my birthday present. Went to print stuff, went to Art friend and get some paint. The usual stuff. Went home afterwards.

Rohaizad and Carol insisted on coming to my house.Met Rohaizad at Hougang Mall and bought some Takoyaki and Ramly burger. Okay so he bought it for all of us so thanks! It was rather late but they managed to come my house for awhile. Carol and I made Rohaizad watch Kaito ga Uninstall and in the end, we were all in the Uninstall mood and kept listening to the song over and over again as well as attempting to sing it. But hey, I did my work alright. Carol ended up playing with my vocaloid figurines and camwhoring!

I stayed up untill 5AM doing my storyboard assignment with KAITO to accompany me.

I don't know how to take pics clearly with my camera phone. It always comes out blur

Was inspired to listen to Kaito songs thanks to them. Listened to Oyasumi no Uta. OMG I was actually tearing listening to that song. KAITO you're so sweet even if you're just a program and even if you are voiced by an old person who is old enough to be anyone's father.

Anyway, that concludes my "awesome" holidays. *sigh*

2010-06-20T15:40:00.005+08:00

So I'm back now. Still busy as ever but I think I can finish my work before the holidays end! Sacrificing my social life for work sucks though but hey, sometimes sacrifices are needed to gain something right? *coughFullMetalAlchemistcough*

Update about my work life again...

Okay so, for POGD, I'm left with the 2 more cutscenes, game level,game sprites and GDD I guess. YES! Like finally! Damn thing and my OCD for colouring the characters. I took a screenshot of my HARD WORK. Lol I'm that bored. My painful memories of having to draw old men that LOOK THE SAME!

Main character, 1st boss > last boss. 2nd and 4th boss are the same people. He is just nuts. The boring trio are just normal thugs

I got carried away with the cake. I know most of the characters look the SAME! Whatever! I tried to do a height chart which failed because they are not standing in the same position. Haha I can't draw people facing the right side or older men or fat people for that matter. orz

How un-colourful are my characters?

Guess I should begin on my final cut scene soon where I will be drawing more Little boys :D. YOSH!

I wonder when I will be able to go out again...

2010-06-19T13:19:00.003+08:00

A little quick update. Let's see my progress for so far for my assignments...

POGD

- 2/5 major cut scenes done
- 7/9 characters lineart and coloured. The other 2 is in lineart form

That's basically it D:

WHAT STILL NEEDS TO BE DONE!!!

- Do game level
- Colour weapons and items (Done sketching)
- DO GAME SPRITES!
- WRITE GDD!!

Storyboarding

- Sketching of concept (in progress)

What I have to do: Finalise it.

Colour Theory

NOTHING!!! D: I shall do the the value studies soon...

I hope to finish them soon. D: Back to work. Bye people.

2010-06-14T21:50:00.004+08:00

3 characters down, 6 more to go. I can do this. I can!

This is how I feel at this moment

BEFORE GETTING ASSIGNMENTS:

AFTER GETTING A LOT OF ASSIGNMENTS:

Damn the pic is not "crazy" enough to even illustrate how I feel. Ah well.

BACK TO ASSIGNMENTS!

2010-06-13T21:09:00.006+08:00

So, the world cup is finally here after 4 years of waiting. I bet those fans are so excited about this event. The late night matches and the satisfaction of having their favourite team, scoring a goal. But you know what?

I DON'T CARE!!!!!

It is because of this that I couldn't sleep at night. It doesn't help if you have brothers watching it. Seriously, fuck FIFA. Just FUCK IT! I don't fucking care which team had won or lost. I don't care if they kill each other. I SERIOUSLY couldn't be BOTHERED!! /rage

That's not the only issue. I can't talk to anyone in the house without them ignoring me because they are too caught up with the stupid matches. If that's what they want, FINE THEN! TWO CAN PLAY THAT GAME!! I am totally, ignoring everyone in the house until they realised that I've been completely ignoring them or until the WHOLE event ended. Fuck Fifa. Fuck people who ignored me. I don't care if whoever reading this is a football fan because that is how I feel at this moment.

ANYWAY,

I'm so busy with assignments!! Being a masochist that I am, I went to colour my characters in SAI for the sake of the presentation. I don't like showing my characters in black and white. It is not very interesting. I remembered that I still have 6-7 characters to go. DAMN IT!! The rest will be adults! MY WORST NIGHTMARE!!

Also, if that's not enough, I also asked myself for more punishment by doing so much drama for my game that I have to draw ALL the storyboard for the drama!! I am done drafting the first scene. Just need to lineart it. Done sketching part 1 of the 2nd scene.I still need to do like 3-4 more scenes I think. I haven't even planned out the dialogue and EVERYTHING!! SOMEONE, SAVE ME!! The GDD will be done soon. I STILL haven't think of a title for my game.

I did this during my sleepless night yesterday.

I printed out so many templates! Going to print out more for MOAR DRAMA! I am so disorganise. You can tell how I lineart from one panel and jumped to another but that's how I work.

The 2 characters that I have coloured so far:

Vail(Left) and Kyros(Right)

Hey wait, doesn't that kid on the right seem awfully familiar? I'm pretty sure his name isn't Kyros... Hmm... YES! I am a cheapskate so I used Alkane and renamed him Kyros JUST for this assignment! I mean, who will name their kids ALKANE?! Seriously. I haven't finished Kyros's shoes yet D: I'm too lazy to continue and I couldn't care less if he is dressed like the Singapore flag.

So that's it people. My 2nd day of term "break". I guess I should finish colouring his shoes and everything and then off to do my storyboard.

2010-06-10T18:12:00.005+08:00

Oh my long neglected blog!I have failed to update you yet again due to my busy schedule. Forgive me for being such a selfish person! *drama*

*ahem*

Pardon the drama people. I'm just being me. School has been very hectic for me. Work just keeps coming and coming. Knowing me, I usually does my things quite fast because I don't want things to pile up but still, the stress!! But nevertheless, the holidays are here! Yup! Next week. But oh wait. Something is amiss. I wonder what it is? Oh that's right!

WHAT HOLIDAYS?!!!

I've got 4 assignments - POGD, Storyboarding, ICA 2 and the dreaded Colour Theory. I had a feeling that work is coming in tomorrow as well like always. Ah, being a Design Student is so much fun. You won't have enough sleep, have time to eat or even go out and HAVE A LIFE! But I'm not complaining! /sarcasm Actually, I kind of like POGD except having to write the Game Design Document(GDD) is a quite tedious. It's as tedious as writing the O-level coursework for Home Economics. Not saying I took Home econs but this is the only way I can explain to Home econs students.

I've been locked up in my prison a.k.a home a.k.a my room doing labour all the time. I need a life! I need this thing that people failed to understand called a "break". Seriously. I know that other courses have their projects and everything and that I have no rights to complain but believe me! It's not as easy as it sounds. I hardly eat when I have work to do. That includes snacks. Having food and a break is like, a prize for me. A luxury. The last time I had a break, I forgot how awesome having a break was.

Well, break is not going to happen anytime soon. Oh and I forgot to mention that I have like 3 tests as well after the break. So Assignments + Studying = MOAR STRESS!

*sigh*

I'm going to redo one of my work because I'm such a masochist. Just one more day of school...

2010-05-12T21:59:00.002+08:00

I'm totally ignoring what needs to be done right now. I'm quite done with my work but it still needs more brushing up but I SERIOUSLY have NO IDEA what to do next so, onwards to procrastinating on other works. Yay.

On a more serious matter.

I've been having negative feelings about myself lately. You see, being a Design Student, I know it's not going to be easy. In fact, I never said it was easy in the first place. There are others who are WAY better than me and that makes me lose confidence in myself sometimes.

Now that I'm in a Design course, I realised I have many weaknesses. For one, I can't seem to have unique ideas. Maybe I'm not thinking hard enough or maybe I'm just afraid I couldn't pull things off. I don't know. I am afraid to try new things, to break out of my comfort zone because I'm afraid that the results will look hideous or people may not like what I've come up with. I just feel that every time when I do my work, I did not do good enough. Is it because I expect too much of myself? I've never felt like this before. Perhaps being in a Design course makes me set high expections of my own. As much as I hate to be disappointed, I have no other choice.

Another thing is, now I'm in my 1st year in Poly. 2 more years later,(hopefully) I will graduate and I will probably be working. I just cannot imagine myself working in the Design Industry. I don't know how I will be in the years to come.Sometimes, I wonder if I'm making the correct choice. I mean, it's good that I know what I want to do but when I think about it, do I really fit in this kind of industry? With all the talented and experienced people around, I just don't know what to think of anymore.

2010-05-08T21:19:00.007+08:00

FINALLY! I am free to blog again! Damn homework and school has left me exhausted yet again and this is only the 3rd week. SCREW SCHOOL! D:

Anyway, met up with Mas for Lunch today at Hougang Mall. Too bad Indah and Hil couldn't come along. We ate steak at some coffee shop which I had forgotten the name :D Met at 3.15pm ++ I was stupid enough to wear slippers and ended up full of regrets as it was raining and I almost fell as the path was too slippery. I almost had the urge to just walk barefooted.

Reached the place and order food. I ordered Lamp Chop and Mas ordered Ribs. Of course, as a typical Asian, I took pictures. Only 2 because I'm not into taking pictures of FOOD. The steak was okay except it is hard and if I were to be in an etiquette class, I would have flunk badly. My wrists and arms got some exercise so that's the good thing.

My Lamb chop with mashed potatoes. I hate veggies >_<

What Mas ordered. Her ribs.

Yeah and one of the stallholder came to us and lectured us about PROPER etiquette. SCREW YOU MAN! Let us eat the steak in peace! We're in a coffee shop not some fine restaurant!

After we ate, went to Popular to buy Black stamp pad for my homework. Had to walk back and forth to the CD shop, Challenger, CD Shop again and then Challenger again. I was looking for new Headphones! I wanted those big ones but not too big. I wanted a stylish one as well but I couldn't find anything that look decent so I got a black and red one instead. It cost $33. If I know I wanted to buy Headphones today, I should have borrowed my dad's Challenger membership card.

Also, I bought this really cool umbrella with neat design. Okay okay fine I admit it. I bought this thing JUST FOR THE COOL DESIGN. This IS THE LAST PIECE! There are 3 that looked like wine bottles and I wanted to buy one of them because it had a really cool design but it's too big to fit in my bag. The rest just look cute. I don't want cute and kiddish things right now.

It looks like a bottle here but it's actually an umbrella. The umbrella is black with red patterns.

I wanted to buy this egg clock-speaker thing but I need some sort of wire which they don't sell so I didn't buy it. I REALLY WANTED THE EGG THING JUST BECAUSE! IT'S CUTE!! D:

2010-05-05T20:38:00.003+08:00

MY BLOG IS SUPER DEAD!! Damn schoolwork is preventing me from blogging.

Technically, I have no school today but because of CCA orientation I have to go. So basically, we play games. Yeah. The best part is the last game we played where the seniors will play a song from an anime and we draw a character, symbol or whatever related to that anime. They played 8 songs and out of those 8 songs, I only listened to 2 and watched 2 animes. Mostly mainstream. Yeah I don't watch mainstream. I ruined most of the characters lol.

Anyway, that was the plus point. The bad point is I have another scar on my knee due to a scrape. Nothing much. It will heal soon I hope.

That's much it really. As time goes by, I lost the motivation to blog. Perhaps I will blog again soon. I'm so busy with work lately I even forgot the day and time! OH GOD!

2010-04-25T11:33:00.004+08:00

Hey people! I haven't update for a very long time due to homework. I still have some homework left. I SHOULD be doing them RIGHT NOW but I'm lazy. I will do them later. I HAVE TO! I will probably update my blog once a week now.

So! Time passes so slow this week which is a good thing I suppose since it will give me more time to complete my homework. I have homework every single day but I'm not complaining. It's only 1 homework PER day. I just don't want 2++ homework per day. I don't know how I will cope with that.

Friday's lesson was interesting. The lecturer talked to us for 3 hours! And it's not in those lecture hall. It's in the drawing studio and we sat on wooden benches which leads to most of us having butt cramps. The lecturer taught us to draw a perfect circle with a certain technique. Most of us couldn't draw circle and we feel like noobs. We practically, grouped ourselves and struggled to draw circles. AHAHAHA...*sigh* I still haven't do the homework yet.

Here's a pic. I drew this on Tuesday before I go to school at 4pm!! The last 2 were drawn on Thursday while waiting for my friends to finish their lunch. I wanted to have a CD-cover look with cool looking designs except I find it hard to draw accessories and poses on guys without making them look gay. Too lazy to correct mistakes.

PS - I'm addicted to bass guitar!!

2010-04-14T20:56:00.010+08:00

Photo shoot Day 1

Yesterday, we went to do our photo shoot outside of the Supreme Court. Our plan was to me at 10AM. What really happened was we ended up meeting at 11.30AM. Knowing us, this was bound to happen. Took the train to Clarke Quay and when we went out of the train station, it started to rain. Being the awesome person that I am, I wanted to go to Kino at Liang Court. Walked all the way there from the train station. I got the 6th book of the Maximum Ride series. I still has yet to read it.

After the rain stopped, we slacked for awhile at Clarke Quay and went to the Supreme Court. Took a bunch of photos and miraculously, I actually did quite okay for a noob. Some tourists thought Veena is a cosplayer to which I said no. At around 5pm, we packed up as it was starting to rain. When we were about to leave the Supreme Court, it started raining. First a drizzle, then heavy rain and we ended up at the Cool-looking Macdonalds or so I called it. It looked like a little inn...in a way. Being broke and poor, we ate 6 pieces of nuggets and drank some plain water (Veena got a block of ice XD). By 6 pieces of nuggets, I mean we shared our food.

So people! Bring money next time when you go out or you're going to end up like us!

Pathetic I know.

We left at about 6.30PM when the rain wasn't so heavy. End of our day.

Reached home and did a little doodling while listening to the same song over and over again as it gives me inspiration. I don't know why the pic is so dark and no I did not draw in the dark. The light in my room was switched on.

I Can't believe I still have the energy to doodle!

Photo Shoot Day 2

Again, our intention was to meet earlier but we ended up meeting at around 12PM. Went to Burger King at City Hall to have our lunch. Then we walked all the way to Marina Square which apparently had a black out. It was awesome! XD Veena wanted the photo shoot to be held near the Singapore Flyer. I LOVE THAT PLACE! It has no people and so quiet. You can just shout or do stupid things AND NO ONE WILL KNOW OR NOTICE!! That's how quiet it was. Plus there's the sea :D

HOWEVER! Today was not my day. I realised that I can't take photos with perspectives or complicated background. It screws everything up. Veena's camera died and we ended up having to use my phone's camera. Noob photography indeed but she said I took it better when I use my phone's camera. By the way, we saw a bird that kinda looked like an Eagle although I'm not too sure if it was but it makes an eagle sound so it might be an eagle! But I don't know. It just looked cool. It was kinda big. Wonder how it'll look like if it's near us.

The wind was preventing it from flying forward.

We cabbed down to the Cool Macdonalds again and this time, we had 9 pieces of nuggets! It was more than yesterday!

Nuggets are good after a long day!

Also, V saw one auntie, who took like 90% of the packets of sugar and shoved it in her bag after ordering a meal. Went home at after that.

Going to school tomorrow to collect my Student Card and most probably going out on Friday. My weekends are for me to rest so I'm not going to go out no matter what!

2010-04-12T20:38:00.002+08:00

Went to school with Carol for a lecture today. Woke up at 8am. Usually, when I took a shower, I will come out of the bathroom 15-20 mins later but today, I came out at 8.30am. Wow. I didn't know I took that long. Carol told me she wanted to give me something. I feel bad because I didn't get anything for her.

She gave me HXH mouse pad and a little Killua sticker. Now I have like 4 merchandise of HXH. It makes me sad to know that there are less merchandise of HXH here. *sigh* I'm such a HXH tard.

We reached pretty early, and here I thought we were going to be late. The lecture was 2 hours. Pretty okay I guess. After that, my classmates went to lunch while Carol and I went home. So here's the thing. I went out with only a sling bag and went home with like 3 bags? 3 bags is not a big deal eh? WRONG! It is a big deal when one of them is full of Art Materials and is heavy. My bag wasn't that light either. I had to travel to Hougang Mall with those bags, buy lunch for 3 people which adds more to my load and go to the store located near my house to get other stuff. Good thing there's a lift near my house or I'm gonna die climbing the stairs with that much load. It was a pretty good exercise or so I might say.

I will be busy for the whole of this week. Why must my last week of holidays be such a busy week?

By the way, this year for the SIDM students, we will have a report book aka portfolio and we can be creative with our portfolio. The thing is, I'm not good at designing my own portfolio. I'll just make something up somehow. But 3 can be from our own works while the rest must be from our assignments. I think the minimum work they want is 10? I hope I'm able to do good work.

2010-04-10T20:54:00.002+08:00

Dead blog is dead. I have nothing interesting to post. Actually, I do but I'm too lazy to type out everything.

Next week is going to be a busy week for me. Then when school starts, I can say sayonara to my life. I HATE MY TIMETABLE! I want Carol's timetable D:

Speaking of school, I still have no idea what to join as my CCA when school starts. FUCK. I am probably going to join a club or something. I don't know. I AM NOT JOINING something related to Art because when you're in a design course and your hobby is Art, it is not helping to relieve stress AT ALL. There goes my life. I just wish I'm good at something else. I'm too afraid to pursue new things. I'm just afraid I would not be good enough or suited for that certain activity. Yeah I know I'm in my comfort zone but I don't know. I just need to make sure I'm 100% into something. But either way, I do hope I will make the right choice.

This is random but I WANT THE NEXT CHAPTER OF HUNTER X HUNTER TO COME OUT!! EVERYTHING IS JUST SO DRAMA NOW!!!

*ahem*

2010-04-01T19:42:00.003+08:00

Orientation done! Woots!

Next is a lecture on the 12 April. Get my student card on the 15 April and then school on the 19 April. Ah~ So fast. I don't want assignments.

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So today, was kinda fun. Mix around a little more than yesterday. I don't know what else to say except I saw a lot of people that looked like the people in my secondary school. Walking around the campus can be so troublesome at times and I still have no idea what CCA to join when school starts. *baw*

But anyway, just yeah. They had a talk about some tablet and I wonder if I should get one. They say you need it in 2nd year so either way, we still have to buy it in the end. It's around $550++. Art materials are so expensive. Not to mention getting a laptop as well. My money is so going to be little now. *sigh* As much as I hate to sacrifice my hard-save money, I've got no choice. Maybe I should have a talk with bro and dad and see what they think.

2010-03-28T15:15:00.006+08:00

BEACH!

So yesterday, Veena, Carol, Siew ting and I headed down to the beach at Sentosa.
We were told to meet at 10am at Compass point. What really happen was, Carol was late hour. Head to Vivo, bought some food and off to the beach. One part of the beach had hardly anyone while the other is slightly livelier. After finding a spot, we lay our mats on the sand.

We had to shift 2 times. At first, we laid our mats on some sunny patch so, we moved it to somewhere shady. However, the sun wasn't on our side and we felt really hot so we decided to move somewhere where there are more shade. Yup! I couldn't even wear my slippers as it was too hot. Eat some food. Played some ~~violent~~ cookie game and ate our cupcakes as it was already melting. Cupcakes were made by me and Veena on Friday. I wanted to make some Suikoden Tierkreis cupcakes which obviously failed. Lol. Carol somehow find it cute. All of them died on the picnic day itself especially Liu. His chin and sideburns were chipped off. OMG Carol took pics of my ugly cupcakes.

Anyway,here is the pic of the cupcakes I took.

I ate Xebec(orange hair) He crumbles so easily but still very good. Carol ate Liu and Roberto. Veena's cupcakes stained teeth while mine doesn't. THANK GOD! Or else, whoever ate my cupcakes are going to have colourful teeth.

After eating cupcakes, we ate Orange Ice lollies. Explored the other side of the beach. Took some pictures.

I didn't take much. The rest will be uploaded in my FB.

After exploring, we rest awhile and took more retarded photos before going home. Reached home at around 9.15pm.

2010-03-23T18:16:00.007+08:00

Suikoden Tierkreis

I've finished playing Suikoden Tierkreis for the 2nd time!! WHOOO!! I'm SO NOT going to play that game again. I had my fun. I'm done and I am tired of having to go through all that crap to recruit everyone especially Namna (although he was easier to recruit the 2nd time round) and having to travel to those HUGE dungeons only to run into a dead end. ~~Mount Svatgol, Tower of Way, Statue of the One King~~

During the credits, I look at the name of the voice actor who is voicing Roberto (because I was stupid enough NOT to when I played the game for the first time and I can't find the names of the voice actors online)

Julie Lemieux.

So I thought "Huh? Julie? Isn't that a girl's name? That can't be right?"

I got on wiki to do some research and this is what I've found

Julie Lemieux (born December 4, 1962) is a Canadian voice actress and director from Toronto.

Uhh wait! Voice actress? Roberto's voiced by a Woman?

At that time, I still refused to believe that she's Roberto's voice actor because she voiced characters like Mariah from Beyblade and Runo from Bakugan so it's kinda hard to believe. I take a look at some other voices she did and one of them is Hunter Steele from Spider Riders. I MADE myself to watch the first episode of that anime. Conclusion: Hunter DOES sound like Roberto.

WOW.

Roberto IS voiced by a WOMAN. That was totally unexpected and it caught me off guard. I mean, Roberto sounded like a brat teenage boy to me. Who would expect that a WOMAN is the one who voiced him but seriously WOW.

It's not that I find it a big deal that he is voiced by a woman. It's just that, it's amazing! With voices like that, I think hardly anyone would be able to tell that a woman is the one who voiced him. I admire voice actors seriously because for them to do those different voices is just amazing.

I'm sorry that I nerd about Suikoden again but I can't help it. It just shocked me you know?

One another note, I'm baking Cupcakes with Veena this Friday? I can't even remember! We're going to decorate faces on it! I can't wait! Picnic on Saturday! I HOPE IT DOESN'T RAIN!! Orientation is just next week! OMG!! NERVOUS!

2010-03-17T21:36:00.003+08:00

*revives dead blog*

My life has been too dull that I can't even write anything without making your guys fall asleep half-way through.

I've been too busy helping Rohaizad with his Student council poster that what I had planned to do today was ignored. I wanted to draw something proper today, but since I'm busy with "work", I guess I have to put it on hold. Well, doesn't matter. I'm doing this just because and if you don't get elected...*RAGE*

Just kidding

*ahem*

At 8pm, I followed bro to Hougang Mall as I wanted buy shoes from Cotton on because the previous one I bought were too big for me. It's 2 for $25 but I can only find a pair and I don't want to buy any other fruity colours so in the end, I didn't buy any. I didn't bother looking at the stuff that were on sale at the 1st level but something caught my eye. A strawberry-themed pencil case. I mean how cool is that? It's strawberry and it's only $1. I searched for more stuff and found a strawberry-themed purse which is also for $1. I just buy the purse on impulse. There's so many things I want like those full set of coloured pens for $5.90, a giant clothes peg, a round bird/frog cup but it's glass so no. Turned out I didn't buy any of those. I bought the purse and pencil case.

Going to the beach next week so I had to get myself a pair of flip flops. Plain flip-flops are plain. FYI, I don't wear flip flops so there's a first time for everything :D

Walked around and went home after that. Here's the pic of my strawberry-related items.

Bro asked me why I liked strawberries so much because I certainly don't like them when I was young.

My answer: I don't know? I just find them cute?

Well, goodnight. I need to get back to drawing sooner or later.

2010-03-10T17:35:00.002+08:00

Medical Checkup

Woke up at 8am today thinking that I was going to the bank with dad but in the end, he had forgotten all about it but he said he will send the letter to the bank for me.

Met up with Carol IN THE BUS as it was raining heavily and I find it too troublesome to walk all the way to the bus stop near her house. Instead, I waited for the bus at my bus stop. Everything went smoothly. The doctors were nice. We took our X-ray first and then we had to wait until 2pm for some other examinations. After the examination, I accompanied her to UOB at Hougang Mall. I also wanted to grab some grub. After that went home.

Now I'm left with a few more stuff and I'm done!! I can't wait for these papers to be mailed back to NYP and cribes my orientation is at the end of this month!! I'm scared!

Currently working on a piece on and off. I'm actually sick of it but I will TRY to complete it. MUST DRAW BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS AS IF I WERE TO DIE!!

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When I was the last time I watched Reborn anyway?

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Abusing "..." is fun...

You know what? I'm outta here

2010-03-08T18:24:00.002+08:00

30 mins!Just 30 more mins until my show starts.

There's so much shit that needs to be done and the deadline is next week!!

Aside from all the drama that is going on, I finally managed to come out of my Art block thank god for that! Drew something but I don't think I'm going to like it.

SUIKODEN TALK!

I don't think any of you will understand or even bother on what I'm going to say so, you can ignore the post below.

Completed Suikoden Tierkreis about 2-3 days ago. The last boss was quite a challenge for me but I managed to pull it through. So much for buying tons of Revival Statues and Cure potions. Thought they have something extra added since I've got all 108 stars but no. Sad I know and to think I've slaved myself getting all the 108 stars only to get nothing in return.

So many characters to like :) I'm glad I played the game. I want eye-candies! SHUSH PEOPLE! I have my needs. I do wish that Atrie can be recruited though. From the moment, Atrie was being introduced to the game until after the final boss battle, the only thing I said about Atrie was "AWW, ATRIE IS SO CUTE!!" *fangirls* Bet my bro is sick of that but HE IS CUTE!! Leave me alone

But my favourite scene is when Tsaubern tickled Buchse. I mean seriously. Too bad they didn't exactly show it in the game but damn it I want to see that scene in ANIMATED FORM!

end of nerd talk

I should stop being such a nerd. I'm going to watch some telly now before I nerd more about Suikoden

2010-03-02T00:08:00.006+08:00

OOPS! SUIKODEN TALK!

So,a few months ago, I refused to play Suikoden Tierkreis because my bro played it. I don't like playing the same game as my bro.

But then, boredem killed me last week and I just had to play the game. I played Suikoden 2 and it is good so why not play Tierkreis too right?

So far so good. I've been spending 99.9% on the game and 0.01% on food, TV and bathroom break. Awesome aren't I? DAMN GAME IS JUST TOO ADDICTING!!! GOOD LOOKING GUYS :D

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1st March

Today, went out with Veena, Gerlene and Carol to Raffles City Mall to look at Veena's work that was published for the NOISE thing. I GET TO SEE A DRUM UP-CLOSE DAMN IT!! I should have taken the picture for drawing reference but nooo. There were a bunch of girls posing with the guitar and whatnot and I had to leave then Actually, I didn't know if you can take pics or not until I had to leave!

Afterward, we went walked around at Marina Square and I was MADE to change into a girly outfit. We planned to eat at Pizza Hut and I shouted PAAAASTA~ like Italy from Hetalia and I get a "WHAT?" from Gerlene and Veena. Ate Spaghetti and lots of things happened at Pizza hut. We went to Suntec afterwards.

At Suntec, we split up. Gerlene + Veena = Clothes while Carol + Me = Anime. I didn't buy anything!

Went PS before going home. I wanted to go alone to check on the figurines but Carol and Veena wanted to tag along. Gerlene went home first because she felt ill. I hope you are alright. Nothing much at PS either so we went home.

My journal is getting shorter and I get lazier and lazier as time goes by.

Saw a REBORN postcard with the main characters as band members! I WANNA DRAW SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!! but with my own characters... Hopefully...

BACK TO SUIKODEN!! RECRUIT MORE PEOPLE!!!

2010-02-23T10:24:00.009+08:00

Guess what I've got :) + MORE FAIL

Yesterday, I accompanied Veena to the MOE to get her O-level results slip printed. But of course, when we're together, there will always be a FAIL and what a better way to start it right when we got off the train eh?

So what happened was we had 2 directions - Go down the escalator or Go to a bridge. What we did was go down the escalator. Turns out that the MOE is on the other side. So okay, cross the road then. Yeah we could IF there is a traffic light but wait, there isn't because it is a MAIN ROAD hence, we were forced to walk god knows where to find a freaking traffic light and then walk all the way to MOE. It was a good exercise :)

O HAI I'm an Art student.

It didn't take us long to get the slip printed. Her number was 6023. My birthday anyone? :D On our way back to the train station, we realised that the bridge is actually the way to get to the MOE without having to walk god knows where for a traffic light. So in conclusion, we FAIL when it comes to direction

So after that, we went to Peninsular to get my Jeans. I got a pair of jeans and a plait(?) shirt. It's red and it looks good :) Went to Raffles City to buy some more girl tops and saw this really cute Apple and Lemon hair clips >w< I didn't buy the strawberry necklace yet again. Don't even know if I will be buying them. Next, we went to PS to eat. Looked at some Figurines and saw Vocaloid Nendoroids Petit full set. I wanted to buy them but I didn't. Next we went to Somerset. Looked at some clothes but didn't buy any. Veena bought red shoes. I told Veena that I want to go back to buy the figurines.

Went back and went into that-shop-that-has-Chucky-on-display to look something for bro and she saw someone :D She went high. Went to Movie Replica and bought the Nendoroids. Fucking thing cost $200 D: After that, went home happy and hyper.

The bad thing about buying these nendoroid is that, I don't have any place to display them!! I only display 3 so far. Kaito and the Twins. I'm biased. Took some photos with my dad's camera but I'm not going to spam them here so, here, have a Kaito (unedited ver)

HOW COME MY DAD'S CAMERA DOES NOT HAVE A MACRO FUNCTION? Or I'm a just a noob D:

Spent more than $300 yesterday D: NUUUUU!!!

2010-02-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

Dream

I know I've mentioned about Dreams before but this one's different.

Again, it's nothing to do with my ambition.

So apparently, I've been having the same dream for 2 days. This has not only happen once. It's like 2 days ago, a dream occurred, and then yesterday, the same dream occurred again except whatever that happened in the dream has extended a little. Talk about Fatal Frame 3.

I don't know if this had ever happened to any of you but I just find it really creepy. The good thing however is that my dream is not in any way related to real life or my life :D Okay wait, it did but it didn't make sense so I guess that's good.

I don't know why these dreams occurred in the first place. The dreams doesn't even make sense.

I don't know what's going on anymore.

2010-02-20T20:30:00.004+08:00

CNY Outing

Just so you know there won't be any pics at all.

At 12pm, met up with Gerald, Rohaizad, Peck Gek and Siew Ting at near my bus stop. Brendy was going to be late so we ended up going to Siew ting's house first. Gerald, Rohaizad and I were fascinated by her hamster, White. I was debating with the boys whether the hamster is a male or female. I guessed Female and the boys said Male. Turned out that White is a Male. I'm STILL pretty sure it's female but then again, I might be wrong *wants to be right*

White is a very light and...I DON'T KNOW!! It keeps slipping away from my hands!!

So anyway, we talked for a bit until Siew ting's mum returned home. Stayed awhile and then off to Gerald's house.

We took bus 88. Gerald, Rohaizad and I sat at the 2nd deck of the bus but as it was too crowded, the rest of us had to stand at the 1st level. Saw Ben and his NPCC cadets. It was creepy because we were sitting at different places - Gerald, sitting on the seat in front of Ben which is near at the back of the bus btw while Rohaizad and I were at the front of the bus near the stairs. The weird thing was, Ben even asked me from one end of the bus to another which course I'm going. It was embarassing since there were so many people and all.

Reached Gerald house, first thing we did was, watch some telly. Then, Rohaizad and I had to go to KFC to buy our food since his mom cooked non-halal stuff for us. It's okay because we already told Gerald we won't be eating at his house. I wore his slippers and my skin got scrapped off. Good thing I brought a box of plaster :D After that, we ate and after eating, we played some Mah Jong (No bets of course). I didn't know how to play so I watched. Then after awhile, I tried to play with the help of Brendy and Siew ting. Thanks girls :D After I got the hang of it, I tried playing alone. I did won a few times :D

We got carried away playing Mah jong XD. Siew ting had to go first followed by Peck Gek and then Brendy. I left with Rohaizad at 7.15pm.

AlSO, I made some discoveries today *crowd applause*

1st Discovery: I didn't know playing Mah Jong consumes that much energy
2nd Discovery: I didn't know playing Mah Jong can be so fun and addicting
3rd Discovery: I didn't know I FAIL AT COUNTING orz
4th Discovery: I learned to differentiate Chinese characters (1-9) :D

I'm so tired now. *hibernates*

2010-02-17T15:51:00.006+08:00

I WANT TO GET BETTER SOON!!! D: I wish my coughing would stop. It's so irritating!! *RAGE*

I don't really have anything interesting to blog about these days but I need to keep my blog alive somehow.

Remember in my earlier post I posted my chibi characters as a Band? Half of me said, no need to colour them but my other half said colour!! I go with the latter. I decided that, if I were to lineart and colour everything in one go, I will give up but if I were to separate the chibis, chances of me actually finishing it will be high. I can compile them after I've finished everything. Plus, I can practice more on CG-ing :D

So here's what I've done so far. I'm slow...AND THEY ARE ONLY CHIBIS!!

I did Alkane 2 days ago and completed colouring Leon(Blue haired boy) yesterday. ALKANE'S GUITAR STRINGS ARE SO NOT FUN TO DRAW D: I had a hard time trying to fit the strings together. There are a lot of flaws but I don't want to redo everything again. I asked my bro if I should leave the lineart as black or colour it. My bro said that colouring the lineart makes it look better so there it is. When I tried to colour the lineart on Leon's eyes, it looked weird. Now it just looks like he had eyeshadow or something *FAIL*

Another fail would be when I was looking at Leon this morning, I realised I gave him 6 fingers on his left hand *DOUBLE FAIL* It's fixed now

I started to lineart Satoshi yesterday after I had completed colouring Leon HOWEVER... I was listening to THIS and HAD to draw Satoshi in the KIRA pose D:

Originally, I wanted it to be a quick doodle but it turned into a CG. I put off the chibi and did this instead.

I did... I really did...

D:

Blue background is not really the best but whatever. I SO DO NOT IMAGINE SATOSHI SINGING THAT SONG :D

Nice way to take away his masculinity.

*rocks in corner*

2010-02-12T23:43:00.006+08:00

Drawing spam!! Not really...

Like the title said.

Was chatting with Carol on MSN few hours ago and I just had to post these up. Whenever we chat, we will end up drawing weird crap XD

Kudos to her for having the patience to use a mouse. I didn't want to spam so I've compiled everything.

Mine is the top 5 and hers are the bottom 3. We drew just random stuff and I just don't want to draw properly. I tried to draw something manly, which failed obviously. I like Carol's Prinny! So cute!

As a bonus, I'll throw in some chibis. I'm so addicted to drawing chibis these days. I don't know why but I can't draw consistently. I had to resize the drummer dude, the dude playing the guitar next to him and the keyboardist. I hate drawing instruments but it was fun :D I was inspired by K-on to draw this although I've never watch K-on. Don't intend to. Don't ask why.

Alkane, Satoshi, Krauzette, Leon and Clovis! Together they make the S.L.A.C.K team! It's got nothing to do with anything.

HELLO. I don't know how to draw people holding a guitar.

Colours to make it look more interesting :D Alkane was fun to draw like always

I'm coming down with a sore throat! WHY MUST FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES BE SO GOOD?!

2010-02-11T10:56:00.004+08:00

You know I am trying to be a little more girly when I bought girly clothes.

Which is what happened yesterday. Yup! Rejoice people!

Unfortunately, I had to get some bermudas for easy movements. So much for being girly orz

But that enough about that.

I'm not going to post a very long journal because I am too lazy to do so.

And, WHY MUST THE STRAWBERRY-PRINTED HOODIE BE OUT OF STOCK?! I saw 3 types at Peninsular. All of them are strawberry-printed hoodies but the colours defer. There are Red, Blue and Green but blue strawberries just looked unnatural? The green one clashes with the green leaves of the strawberry so I don't want it. WHY MUST THEY PUT IT ON DISPLAY IF IT'S OUT OF STOCK?! I WANT SOMETHING FRUITY AND COLOURFUL!! *bites people*

I finished watching Bokuranoa few days ago and I was thinking if I should read the manga because I heard it's better? Such a sad anime but with an interesting plot. Haven't watch anything good in awhile. The opening is sounds good too! My new must-listen-to-this-song-everyday-until-I-get-tired-of-this-song song.

FUCK I spent more than $150 yesterday *headdesk*

2010-02-04T19:51:00.004+08:00

So, what are you trying to say?

HI. This will be an angry post so don't bother.

I smile on the outside but inside I'm hurt. He may or may not realise it but you know what? I don't even want him to know.

So what is up? Yesterday, he wanted me to show him the fanart drawing SO MUCH. I didn't really showed it to him but he saw a glimpse of it and this is the only thing he can say:

"Oh I saw XXX's retarded eye"

So okay, I thought. I know it looks weird. I know it looks retarded but it is okay for me to call it retarded because I'm the douche who drew it so by calling my own drawing retarded, I won't feel bad. However, when a person who CAN'T EVEN FUCKING DRAW TO SAVE HIS FUCKING LIFE says that, it offended me. The least he can do is to give constructive criticism but no.

To make matters worse, he then added:

"You know, your own characters looked better than them(the fanart I drew)"

D:

OF COURSE MY OWN CHARACTERS WILL LOOK BETTER BECAUSE I CREATED THEM, I DREW THEM AND I'M THE FUCKING ARTIST HENCE I KNOW HOW THEY WILL LOOK! UNLIKE THE FANART I DREW, I'M NOT THE ORIGINAL ARTIST THEREFORE I CAN'T MAKE THEM LOOK 100% ACCURATE. I DREW THE FANART IN MY OWN FUCKING STYLE. YOU CAN'T EXPECT THEM TO LOOK THE WAY YOU WANT IT!!

So my next question "

When he said my own characters looked better than the fanart I drew.

What the FUCK is he trying to say?

I mean, I drew the fanart in my own style. Then he said my characters looked better. It's like saying my style sucks and then contradicting himself.

SOMETIMES, PEOPLE NEED TO THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. Seriously. OR BETTER STILL. JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME DO MY WORK IN PEACE.

I get really frustrated when people say things like that. I tried. I Failed. I know. But one thing, I don't like is when someone say things like these. I don't mind showing to those who will give constructive criticism or for those who really want to see what I drew.

Why do you think I hate showing people my drawings? I hate to know how others feel about what I drew.I just feel like I suck every time. I'm never happy with what I drew unless it is very decent. But I draw because I enjoyed it. It is my hobby and passion. It's the only thing I can do.

He totally spoilt my mood. I don't think I want to complete that fanart piece anymore. Way to go. I haven't picked up a pencil at all today...

Maybe I shouldn't show anyone my drawings anymore (unless I have to)

PS: I am pretty sure I didn't misunderstood what he said because the characters I drew in the fanart are not ugly characters. In fact, they are cute :) To me anyway.

2010-02-03T18:08:00.008+08:00

Last Minute outing with Mas

I received a message at around 10.30am. It was Mas, asking me if I could accompany her to Bras Basah to print her assignment-related things. I couldn't refuse. After all, we haven't met for so long I guess I should at least accompany her.

Met her at Hougang Mall MRT station. I was late :D Took the train to Dhouby Ghaut then City Hall and off to Bras Basah. Technically, she wanted to go the printing shop near NAFA/Laselle but I have no idea where it is. After printing her things, we went to PS to have our lunch. On our way there, there's this tourist and his wife who asked me the direction to take the train to go to Little India.

Tourist: Excuse me? Do you know which train do I take to get to Little India?
Me: You go up *points to stairs* and...you know what? I'll bring you to the train station.
Tourist: Thank you.

I was walking fast for those tourists and Mas as well. Sorry. He was nice and talked to me. That is...until I have to spoil everything D:

Tourist:Wow, you Singaporeans are so nice
Me:Not really...
Tourist: I mean you do help tourist. It's kind of complicated here. (okay that's not what he said exactly but it is around there)
Me: Well, I had nothing to do anyway

*facepalm*

WHY OF ALL THINGS DO I HAVE TO SAY THAT?

Way to go...Maybe I'm just nervous? I don't know. After sending the tourists to the station, he thanked me and I went off. At least now you know, two things and that is, I can never give people straight directions and I CAN NEVER BE A FUCKING TOUR GUIDE!

Anyway, at PS, we saw Bryan and Bryant. Had our lunch at KFC. There were a bunch of girls laughing loudly at I don't know what. After lunch, walked around. Didn't buy any figurines. Went to Comics Connection and I saw a Mukuro fan! It looked cute but I didn't buy it although I intended to. A group of girls were fangirling about some idols? I heard one of them saying Arashi? But anyway, yeah irritating fangirls. I admit that I fangirl sometimes, but I usually remained calm in public because I know fangirling about 2D characters will attract attention and not only that, it seem stupid to do so in public.

But then again, fangirling over someone whom you know don't even exist IS STUPID! But what do I care? My fangirling-ness isn't so extreme. It will die down once I find something else that is interesting. *short attention span* Probably the reason why I don't have an idol.

Yeah, I ended up buying a poster. BUYING ON IMPULSE AGAIN! I'm going to blu-tac it to the wall.

YU YU HAKUSHO!!Old anime is old. Shut up! I bought it because they were in suits! The poster is in bad condition but there's only one piece left and I'm going to put it on the wall anyway! ~~Now if only there is a Hunter X Hunter poster. GON AND KILLUA!!! asdkasdlk~~

2010-01-31T23:55:00.008+08:00

KAITO!!!

Another useless post. This is me again, fangirling about...programs. Lol. Hush people I have my needs!

I like Vocaloids all of a sudden. Mostly Kaito, Gakupo and the Twins. I don't care about the rest. Ahaha. I'm so biased. So what about Kaito that I like him? I have no idea really except that he is blue-haired and have a scarf. I like his songs but I like it more when he sing duet with Gakupo. Then again, I might just be biased. (I am actually) I have some Vocaloid pics as well but mostly Kaito :D

I found another song which I find it is very cute? Kaito sang about Ice-cream. I like the piano playing

Another one I found is one of his song - World is Mine. It is one of my favourite. But this video make me lol so hard even after watching it 3 times!! Kaito sings the song but the dance moves belongs to Miku hence the gayness but I can't help but to love it. It's a PSP game btw.

Love those dance moves at 1.41-1.47!! This video has created a weird image in my head. Oh and if any of you want to watch, do lower the volume because at 2.40, he will scream in a high-pitched voice. Just a little warning.

And lastly,

I hope to get this one day! But fuck this thing cost a freaking bomb!!(I have a wishlist now?)

In addition, I have tons of useless + crappy Kaito sketches in my sketchbook! Go me!!

I should go now. Goodnight. Uhh, it's 12.47am here so good morning!

Edit: I heard there are 3 new vocaloids coming? I think? 2 Females and 1 Male. They looked...normal. As in they wear normal clothes and such. Not vocaloid-ish but at least there is a male vocaloid and he's a teacher, IN A GLASSES + SUIT COMBO!!! *fangirls*

2010-01-30T14:54:00.005+08:00

AXIS POWERS HETALIA MEME!!

I have few more hours to do nothing before I have to go out so...quiz time! Let's see which country/countries I am. You guys can ignore this post.

North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)

[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood (I won't say a lot or bullied but I got picked on >_<)
[x] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[x] You're very happy-go-lucky
[ ] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[x] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up (Yeah irritating)
[ ] You're a good artist
[x] You can be clumsy
[ ] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[x] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[ ] You would surrender in a war situation

(6/10)

Germany (Ludwig)

[x] You're very stoic and serious (at times)
[x] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[ ] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[ ] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[ ] You love rules and think they should always be followed to
[x] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules
[x] You work very hard too hard...(sometimes)
[x] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[x] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[ ] You've had issues with money once or twice

(6/10)

Japan (Kiku Honda)

[ ] You're very mature
[x] You think everything over before saying it. (when it comes to serious talking)
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[ ] You isolated yourself during childhood
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[x] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[ ] You can seem cold/aloof to other people (I don't know)
[ ] You're good at practical tasks (nah)
[x] You need time to adjust to new people (Very)

(3/10)

The Allies

The United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[x] You love hamburgers
[ ] You think you're awesome
[ ] You love to invent things
[ ] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[ ] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts
[x] You know aliens exist (they might)
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[x] You wear glasses

(4/10)

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland (Arthur Kirkland)

[x] You like tea
[ ] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[x] You're very sarcastic and cynical(Not really...sometimes)
[x] Your cooking is awful (Ahahaha)
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[ ] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[ ] You have tried doing black magic before
[ ] You get drunk quite easily.
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[ ] You're good at embroidery

(4/10)

France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[ ] You're very affectionate
[ ] You think you have a great fashion sense
[ ] You like wine
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears
[ ] You love red roses
[ ] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women
[ ] You're very proud of yourself
[ ] You love culture and the arts
[ ] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You say you're a gourmet

(0/10)

Russia (Ivan Braginski)

[ ] You had a very sad childhood.
[ ] You're very tall
[x] You have a tendency to switch between personalities
[ ] You wear a scarf all the time
[ ] You love sunflowers
[ ] You love vodka
[ ] You can seem intimidating to other people
[ ] You're very strong
[ ] You have a big nose
[ ] You have a strange laugh that can scare people (I don't know?)
(1/10)

China (Wong Yao)

[ ] You're very mature
[ ] You're very superstitious
[ ] You're very religious
[x] You love pandas
[ ] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[ ] You love Hello Kitty (No...)
[ ] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously.
[x] You work hard
[ ] You're good at drawing
[x] You like sweets (Yes please!)

(3/10)

And now for some other countries!

Austria (Roderich Edelstein)

[x] You are very well-raised
[x] You're polite
[x] You love classical music
[x] You like cake
[x] You have a mole on your face (
[x] You dedicate your time to your hobbies rather than what needs to be done right away (Don't we all :)
[ ] You are a virtuoso/play very well on at least one instrument
[ ] You've composed music before
[ ] You tend to call people 'morons'
[x] You wear glasses

(7/10)

Canada (Matthew Williams)

[x] You're often ignored by people
[ ] You look younger than you actually are (I don't know?)
[ ] You love hockey
[x] You love polar bears
[x] You hate fighting
[ ] You have one strand of curly hair, like Italy
[ ] You often get mistaken for someone else
[ ] You feel under-appreciated
[x] You're bilingual
[ ] You always carry a bear with you

(4/10)

Cuba

[ ] You smoke
[ ] You're very physically strong
[ ] You've won a lot of fist-fights
[ ] In your social circle, there are two brothers - you get along with one, but not with the other.
[ ] You have very strong emotions about a variety of topics
[ ] You like hot weather
[x] You can be very friendly from time to time
[ ] You look very tough on the outside
[ ] You make a very nice role-model
[ ] You don't let people get a word in edgeways

(1/10)

Hungary (Erszebet Hédeváry)

[x] You have a potty-mouth
[ ] You like to wear flowers in your hair
[ ] You used to be a very tough kid
[x] You're very reliable (I think?)
[ ] It's better to have you as a friend rather than an enemy (I don't do anything bad)
[x] You're very faithful
[x] Your speech and mannerisms can be considered very unladylike (Ahaha)
[x] You and your best friend go together like chalk and cheese.
[x] You are graceful one moment and grinning like a maniac the next
[ ] If someone yells that yaoi is going on somewhere, you will drop everything to run off to go and see it.

(6/10)

Lithuania (Toris Lorinaitis)

[x] You're very loyal
[x] You feel like your best friend drags you around a lot, but you both have a great time together
[x] You're very serious (sometimes)
[x] You have a lot of patience
[ ] You think too much about philosophical stuff
[ ] You get depressed when questioning the point of existing/the universe, etc..
[x] You're not very confident
[ ] You were quite rebellious as a child
[ ] People tend to walk all over you
[ ] You're a born worrier

(5/10)

Poland (Feliks Lukasiewicz)

[ ] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You're quite hyperactive
[x] You can be quite goofy
[ ] When you're depressed, you tend to rise out of it like a phoenix
[x] You're very wary of strangers
[x] It takes you ages to come out of your shell
[x] However, when you're used to someone, you're very chatty
[x] You're very forceful and stand at one end of the argument when it comes to your opinions
[ ] You love pansies and corn-poppies
[ ] You get up to lots of crazy antics

(5/10)

Prussia (Gilbert Weillschmidt)

[ ] You're quite mean-spirited
[ ] You're a bit of a hooligan
[x] You're very loyal
[ ] You're very good at tactics (haaaaaa)
[ ] You hate Russia
[ ] You love to fight people
[x] You can avoid marriages quite well
[x] You're not always taken seriously
[ ] You like drinking
[x] You want to become stronger

(4/10)

I am Austria!

2010-01-26T22:59:00.004+08:00

Quick post before I get off. My butt is hurting.

On Saturday, I got my Merit Bursary award. Extra $350 for me :). Met Shawn. We happened to sit at the same row. His number was 128 while mine was 126. We talked a bit and I pity number 127 because he had to stay out of the way. I think he feels awkward but whatever. Went home afterwards. Nothing much really.

Sunday, I ended up reading the Hunter X Hunter manga because it finally continue after so long but that's alright. It's just that I dont' want the manga to stop suddenly. I hate cliffhangers >_<. I read the latest chapters and then re-read the chapters after the Greed Island arc. I have too much free time in my hands seriously. Of course, Hunter X Hunter=Killua= Me fangirling so yeah. I mean on! He is just so cool and bratty at the same time. Began to listen to Vocaloid as well. I know I'm slow. I am not a big fan of Vocaloids. I only like the Kagamine Twins and Kaito. I did like 2 drawings on Sunday. They are fanarts *gasp*

Today, I continued on another sketch. It was pretty messy...wait...very messy. I thought I wouldn't want to lineart it but I ended up lineart-ing and colouring it anyway.It's just one of those decent enough to colour but not decent enough for me lol.Here, have a screenshot.

Uhh...For those who know who it is, good for you. I bet if the screenshot is big enough and if you take a look at the browsers, then maybe...just maybe, you might know who this is although it doesn't look like him. I love to draw evil-looking squinty eyed characters. AND MONOCLE!! I just wanted to put a monocle on him. The original sketch of him does not include a monocle. Damn I should really fix that hand and maybe redo the hair.I really want to try colouring the hair Ar Tonelico style. lol idk

It's late. I should get going now.

2010-01-22T21:36:00.013+08:00

Happy Happy day!

I couldn't come up with a better title than that. Come to think of it, the title is suitable for a character song or something. Well, maybe. But why yes, it is a happy day for me. Why? MY ATELIER SERIES CHRONICLE ARTBOOK ARRIVED!! saklklajfjalf YAY! THANKS BRO!! ~~OMG! How I wish I have paypal! I want the Atelier Annie artbook damn it!! If I ask him again, he'll probably murder me lol~~

Before I talk about my artbook, let's talk about where I go today. Meet up Carol and went to Suntec first because she wanted to collect her Otaku House stamp and a free keychain. She bought some figurines and did some research for her customer. After that, we went to Kino and well, she wanted to get an artbook. One artbook and one Hayate no Gotoku...stuff. It has sketches and some posters of the girls. I only looked at Wataru's sketch!! *omgwatarucuteomg* I'm such a pedo.

Oh yeah, I wasn't at home when the artbook arrived. When my bro called, I was still at Kino and I swear I squeled when bro told me that my artbook has arrived. Of course, I did attract unwanted attention but this is a rare artbook aka Rare Artifact as I like to call it.

After that, we went to PS and walked around looking for figurines. I didn't buy anything except for a book which I'm going to give someone. OMG I BOUGHT A FREAKING PRESENT?! *rare* We went home after that.

Reached home, and I carefully opened my parcel!

I love the smell of new books. The packaging is good. There's a CD but I'm not going to take it out even though I'm curious to find out what does it contain inside. I'm scared I will spoil the book.

The book in the plastic and the thickness of it. It's kind of thick. It already looked nice before I took it out *sniff*

I took some pictures of the pages

I like the Mana Khemia 2 art even though Roze is in a weird pose. Lol. But damn that page is colourful and I don't know. I can just stare it for hours. I didn't do any justice for these illustrations with my noob photography. The colours are way nicer in person.

And lastly, a game that I can never play because it's only for PS3 *sob*

Atelier Rorona. The art is nice. I don't know what else to say.

Overall, it was worth it. I mean, this book is rare. I thought there will be some character sketches but no. Okay maybe for the Atelier Rorona but that was it. I'm still satisfied with it because I'm a fan of these Gust games and the art. I better take good care of that book.

2010-01-20T00:13:00.007+08:00

I just want to update my blog even though I have nothing interesting to type about.

I don't think anyone cared but in case you people want to know what I have been doing these few days, let's take a look

- Play Atelier Annie 3 times
- Fangirl over the characters (Hans,Prince Joel and Beaux)
- Keep telling bro how 'cute' the characters are.
- Tried practice drawing on perspective which failed...obviously.(I didn't do much)
- Re-reading the same book over and over again.

Yeah basically that was it.

Also, I was searching up on google for random Atelier related things and the DS game Atelier Lina caught my attention. Toobad it's only in Japanese. I hope the English ones come out soon. I WANT!! Mostly girl characters but there are 2 male character that I like.

AND Link

FUCKING WANT! I mean, they have Mana Khemia Art!! >_< Game Art books are rare and I don't think I can find it anyway else unless I buy it from ebay. I don't know how paypal works. I asked bro and he'll say that he'll buy for me. If he did, I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON! At least until I get tired of the book or the art. Lol I do hope nothing goes wrong though. I DO HOPE HE REALLY MEAN WHAT HE SAID!!
I also saw Atelier Annie artbook but let's just focus on one item at a time okay? ~~BUT HANS and PRINCE JOEL!! akshdalsdhjlaklf~~

In addition, I'll throw in a simple-but-hell sketch that I did this afternoon but gave up and continue just now.

Hellish because I don't know how to draw his right arm. Two words. SCREW PERSPECTIVE. It looks weird but I don't know how to correct it. I give up. My first concept was him jumping but I don't know why I want him to be on a flying board. I forgot to shade the right side of his shorts.

By the law of physics, he'll probably fall from the board but I'm sure his wings will be handy. Yup! orz

Edit:Bro already paid the Artbook for me. But I do have to pay him back though. lol. Now I play the waiting game. Hope everything goes well *prays hard*

2010-01-17T17:01:00.003+08:00

OMG I WANT TO SLEEP!!!

Sad to say, I can't. I don't know why. One moment my mine is dozed off and suddenly, I just switched to my "half-asleep-half-awake" state. In the end, I just woke up and grabbed a bite to eat.

My head hurts. Feels slightly heavy too.

2010-01-15T21:06:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the "emo" post but I can't help myself. I am still feeling down and yeah still pissed off at a certain someone. But whatever, I'm sure that by few days later, I won't remember anything at all.

I'm slightly motivated to draw more and finish the pics hopefully. Was talking to 2nd bro and he said something about portfolio. I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING THAT IS WORTH SHOWING!! Which is why I have to draw. I have some decent drawings, except I don't finish them AT ALL! *fails* Where should I start? What should I draw? Sometimes, it's a matter of how to draw too. I'm noob at drawing epic designs or poses for that matter let alone perspectives and backgrounds.

Sometimes, I will finish drawing something and end up not like it, hence scrapping the whole idea which leads to me having no new drawings. orz

*sigh* What should I do?

PS: Atelier Annie OST makes me happy!

2010-01-15T12:49:00.003+08:00

Is it me or do I find everything so boring all of a sudden? Nothing seems to interest me anymore. Not even animes. In my point of view, I feel that as the days goes by, I retreated more and more into my shell, into my own world, where everything happens the way I want it to be. Although I am here, my mind is somewhere else and no one will know what I am thinking about except for myself.

My only source of my happiness is my sketchbook. The blank pages that I will paint with my imagination...

I don't care about anything else anymore. Why bother when everything is so dull?

Perhaps, I need to go out more. Perhaps I need to find the things that are fun.

Or Perhaps I just want to be alone, with my sketchbook right now.

2010-01-08T19:01:00.003+08:00

Cute things

Okay I know I said that I won't buy any random stuff anymore but Oh my god I saw this really cute sharpeners and staplers at Art friend today and I just had to buy them orz SCREW ME FOR MY FONDNESS FOR CUTE THINGS!!

Ignore the eraser. It is just there to make the mouse sharpener stand.

Isn't it cute? And the mouse sharpener comes in Black, Pink and White. I think the blue and white mouse looks nice but I like the colour blue best. And FOR THE BUG! There were one whole box of colourful lady bugs. There are Red, Yellow, Blue, Green and some others I can't remember. The other colours look nice too but I want red ladybug D: They are only two red ladybugs staplers and both of them had scratch marks on them but I buy one anyway! IT'S TOO CUTE!! *dies*

Other than the mouse sharpener, there were also, frog sharpeners in green and yellow and an Apple sharpener in blue, pink and green! THEY LOOKED CUTE! But I didn't buy them though. I don't want to spend money on something I won't use. I JUST LIKE CUTE THINGS okay?

I feel retarded going to Art Friend just to buy these. I don't really want to buy anything but why oh why did my eyes set upon these cute things?!

2010-01-05T18:40:00.006+08:00

I am so free to blog almost everyday these days. I should do some productive, or not. A few days ago, I had the urge to buy some stationery although I don't really need them XD I bought another A5 plain book(printer-paper quality) and a mechanical pencil. How random is that!

I was watching random videos the other day and I found a song called Hitoshizuku by ZONE. I fell in love with the song. Then today, I was listening to the same song but with English translation and damn do I love the song more now. This song does not have complicated words or phrases that need to be decipher. It is so straightforward and meaningful. It's a sad that shows someone not giving up on their hardships because someone will always be there to support them.

Also, while I was reading the English translation, I knew straight away that this song fits Alkane so much! (geek) I don't have to explain further why.Just read the lyrics and then use your imagination alright? But then again, no one would understand except me. So I love my characters way too much big deal. Let me be in my own land *cries*

Here is the song:

I kept listening to this song while drawing some Alkane XD Damn stupid simple sketches took so long. I FAIL.

Wanted to colour it but I will take too long if I do *snail* Satoshi's index finger is a bit cut off due to the lack of space in my book. Texture from Cgtextures :) Alkane's hair seemed light in one of the picture because I wasn't confidence of drawing the hair so I did it roughly. Ah~ These kind of random sketches reminded me of the days I drew on the back of my foolscap paper before or during lesson.

I should think of a proper drawing to go with this song. My keywords so far are Alkane + Sadness + Loneliness + Night sky + Stars. Let's see what I can come up with that is, if I even can do it properly *perfectionist* Wonder if I will even draw it.

Yeah, I like to torture my own characters and Alkane is like the best character to do all this emo parts because I made his life so screwed that he just wished that he could be normal. (It's not as bad as it sounds though XD)

2010-01-02T19:13:00.002+08:00

I am not happy plz D:<

This is my first ranting of the year. I'll try to keep it short. This probably does not concern any of my friends or anyone for that matter so if you don't want to read it, it's fine.

Okay, here goes.

I was browsing through the TV guide for Cartoon Network today and I realised that they are no longer showing Ed, Edd n Eddy at 12.30AM anymore. I instantly went "WHAT THE FUCK?!" Instead, they are showing Ben 10. They took out my ONLY show on Cartoon Network replaced it with a show that is already being shown like 17382173981 times on TV?!! LIKE WHAT?! In addition, they didn't even take out a show like Pink Panther or Tom and Jerry which are also being shown on Cartoon Network like 837483274932 times. Both Pink Panther and Tom & Jerry are taking over the timeslot. SUCH A FREAKING WASTE OF GOOD SHOWS!

Now I understand that Cartoon Network is supposedly meant for kids and Ben 10 is popular amongst kids these days but is there even a reason for it to be shown so many times? Like can't you give other show a chance? Same goes for Tom and Jerry and Pink panther show as well. I bet no kid would want to watch that unless they like old school shows or something. I want shows like Cow & Chicken or I am Weasel and Johnny Bravo to be back on Cartoon Network! Cartoons are meant to be like that - No proper plot and just there to make you laugh. Sigh. We can't avoid cartoon violence that for sure but still, where are the good old days man? Cartoon Network get suckier and suckier as time goes by. FUCK THAT! At least there's still Nickelodeon *sniff*

I know typing this out is meaningless and it won't bring any good but it does make me feel better :) Stupid TV guide is really screwed and shit putting the same show over and over again. I think the show that gets all the attention on Cartoon Network is Tom & Jerry, Pink Panther and BEN 10!

Well that's about it really. I don't have any thing else to say.

2010-01-01T22:34:00.010+08:00

Party

I went to my cousin's 7th Birthday party today. My dad didn't want to go but was persuaded so he ended up following my brothers and I probably due to guilt. We reached there around 2.30pm plus? We ended up going to Costa Sands Resort even though the party was held at the chalet at Downtown East. Wrong info by uncle I guess. It's funny how I told my family that the party was at Downtown East but they were like "No it's at Costa Sands Resorts" I didn't expect that I was right because I don't even know if the party is even held at Downtown East. Coincidence or what?

On our way to Downtown East chalet, I saw one old lady that looked like my grandma. This is how the conversation between 2nd bro and me went:

Me: Hey, you see that person there? She looked like our grandma.
Bro: What?
Me: *repeats self*
Bro: What?
Me: Nevermind *annoyed*

It turns out, she IS our grandma! With my other uncle and his wife. It's a good thing we met them because they were on their way to the Costa Sands Resort chalet. My grandpa didn't follow them because he was not feeling well.Once we reached there, the first thing I did was sit on the bed XD I mean, I don't want to sit on the floor, not with jeans. So everyone was like fighting to sit on the bed. It's like if you leave your seats, it will be taken by someone. Few hours later, we sang a birthday song for the birthday girl and had some cake. I was a douchebag to not have my cellphone during that time so no cake pics D: Can't steal it off bro. He'll probably get mad

Few minutes afterwards, the games started. Skipped on the first game and decided to try my luck at lucky draw. Luck wasn't on my side today. Usually, I am able to win something at lucky draw but not today :(

Before the lucky draw

Me: Pick number 13 for the lucky draw
Cousin: Why?
Me: Because I said so.
Bro: Why number 13?
Me: Just because!

During the game

Uncle(the person who called out the numbers): NO 13!
Me to cousins: HAH! Told you to number 13 will get called right?

I didn't take number 13 because it was already taken. I wanted to take number 45 but didn't as well. It was one of the winning numbers. I don't know what' up with me. I was just joking about taking number 13. WHY DID THAT COME TRUE?! *psychic* 2nd bro won a ~~box~~ cone of Ferrero rocher. He wanted Kinder bueno but someone else got it. It was funny when he went NOOOOOO!! when someone else got the Kinder Bueno and Toblerone. It was funnier when he keeps saying he wanted to win the Hello Panda XD I WANT THE KINDER CHOCOLATE DAMN IT! My grandma got the Kinder chocolate but she don't eat sweets and she gave to my cousin who already won the Kinder chocolate! NOOOOO!

The prize bro won

That is bro's leg.
After the game, we played Bingo. My family lost. What luck. Had more food after that and went home. We only stayed for 4 hours because dad was probably bored. I didn't take any pics at all today so I give you this two irrelevant pics as an apology.

Scarlet on my bed sleeping. Looks like a giant ball of fur here

A bad quality picture of a drawing that I actually don't hate (for now). It's just a preview by the way. I won't show the full image due to gayness. Haha slanted. Too lazy to scan even though the scanner is right NEXT to ME! *Gets butchered*

I typed so much and so little pictures. You guys are going to hate me now right?

2009-12-31T19:39:00.004+08:00

The year 2009 - My reflection just because...

I have no originality whatsoever. Totally stole this idea from Christine who stole it from Yeow Shen XD

*ahem*

Where should I begin? There are so many things I want to say. Here goes.

To be honest, 2009 is probably my busiest year ever due to the preparation of O-levels. I swear I almost collapsed during the times when I had to juggle my Art preparatory studies and studies. When I work on something that I'm passionate about, I tend to work to the point of exhaustion. I really tried hard this year as compared to last year. I was surprised to see myself actually studying for real this time and I am sure I had improved in terms of academics. Thanks to those who helped me in my studies!

Friends. What can I say about them? You guys are cool to be with. I may not have that many friends due to my introvert persona but I believe that having a bunch of close friends are best. Friends are there to comfort me and help me in terms of need. I don't really show my down moments to you guys though unless needed. I don't know whether our friendship will last but whatever happens, promise to stay contact even if it is through blogs (I don't care! LOL).

My class 5N1. Honestly, I hate those noisy people. I mean seriously. There were times when my patience can no longer hold it and I can just burst any minute while shouting vulgarities to you guys to SHUT THE FUCK UP! But I'm more good-natured than that :) But if I were to choose between the 3 5Ns classes, I still go for 5N1 just because. I totally did not have fun drawing the 34 chibis in 3 days D:(The teachers were not counted) Seriously! But the good thing was Mdm Nashita extended the deadline. I have no idea what does this have to do with the class really. I don't interact with the class much so I don't really get to know all of you really well. I'm just glad that I don't have to be in a classroom full of noise anymore. Hey honest opinion here!

That aside, I don't wish to list any new year revolutions. I don't believe in them. Yeah.

So, goodbye 2009 and hello 2010!